am i a pervert?

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mfs

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Ever since a couple of years ago i've had this recurring thought that im a sexual pervert/ or will become one. Ive thought that im a pedophile/rapist/etc... the thoughts come and go, sometimes they go for a long time. I've always been attracted to people my age throughout life and ppl older. However recently old memories are coming back of me when i was younger and it is making me feel like im perverted, for instance when i was around 13 i remember masturbating to a girl younger than me... idk why this came to mind and it frightens me into thinking something is wrong with me. Also a memory of me when i was a junior in high school came up when i wrestling a boy in a pool (he was around 12/13) and i remember that we were in a position were i was up against his butt.... and i remember liking the way it felt and i pressed closer.... these really are the main memories of my past that are coming back for some reason idk why.... as i said ive also been attracted to girls/boys my age but there have been times i can be attracted to ppl younger... what do you guys think? am i a pervert or obsessing?
 
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thanks, but doesnt the fact that i enjoyed that pool experience make me a pedophile or pervert in some way?
 
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mfs

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yes they are mostly, but with the memories they weret intruisive... like i said at times i can be attracted to young teens but many say that is normal
 
ScaredToBreathe

ScaredToBreathe

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sounds like OCD to me. it seems like those thoughts are disturbing you more than making you feel pleasure. unwanted thoughts = OCD. pleasurable thoughts that you want about younger people = perverted. you're not perverted :)
 
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mfs

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they are definitely haunting me now and sort of intrusive... but i just remember enjoying it during the experience
 
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mmmm

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I've never been a 13 year old boy but from what I hear about them, you could have been pressed up against a filing cabinet with the same result. The fact that it was another boy's butt is a minor detail.
 
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mfs said:
Ever since a couple of years ago i've had this recurring thought that im a sexual pervert/ or will become one. Ive thought that im a pedophile/rapist/etc... the thoughts come and go, sometimes they go for a long time. I've always been attracted to people my age throughout life and ppl older. However recently old memories are coming back of me when i was younger and it is making me feel like im perverted, for instance when i was around 13 i remember masturbating to a girl younger than me... idk why this came to mind and it frightens me into thinking something is wrong with me. Also a memory of me when i was a junior in high school came up when i wrestling a boy in a pool (he was around 12/13) and i remember that we were in a position were i was up against his butt.... and i remember liking the way it felt and i pressed closer.... these really are the main memories of my past that are coming back for some reason idk why.... as i said ive also been attracted to girls/boys my age but there have been times i can be attracted to ppl younger... what do you guys think? am i a pervert or obsessing?
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OCD. You're not a pervert, you're just worried that you might be.
So what if you masturbated to a girl younger than you when you were 13? Remember you were only 13, not 30. Forget about it. Just move on with life.
 
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mmmm said:
I've never been a 13 year old boy but from what I hear about them, you could have been pressed up against a filing cabinet with the same result. The fact that it was another boy's butt is a minor detail.
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LOL! My thoughts exactly. :D

Some people just have a strong sex drive, and it doesn't take much to get them excited. A minor being attracted to a minor seems pretty normal to me. An adult being attracted to a minor is another story.
 
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mfs

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haha the masturbating to a young girl was when i was 13.... the pressed up against a boy was when i was around 16!... but the point is taken.... its just that when i was 16 i moved closer because i liked it so it makes me feel perverted
 
Moa

Moa

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mfs said:
haha the masturbating to a young girl was when i was 13.... the pressed up against a boy was when i was around 16!... but the point is taken.... its just that when i was 16 i moved closer because i liked it so it makes me feel perverted
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You were just a horny 16 year old, don't sweat it. If I had the guts I'd post about some crazy sexually related things I did at age 16... ::eek::
 
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that was very helpful thanks for all the replies guys ... i agree... but is it normal for an 18yr old to find young teens attractive sometimes? (12-15) i mean im attracted to ppl my age but i can be attracted to ppl younger also
 
Moa

Moa

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mfs said:
that was very helpful thanks for all the replies guys ... i agree... but is it normal for an 18yr old to find young teens attractive sometimes? (12-15) i mean im attracted to ppl my age but i can be attracted to ppl younger also
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I'd say it's totally normal. Those people are only 6 years younger than you... those 6 years won't matter at all once you're an adult. My boyfriend is 8 years older than me. It's a big difference when you're 18 but once you're in your 30s it doesn't matter at all!
 
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mfs

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yea i guess you guys are right, its just when i find ppl that age attractive i feel guilty and combined with my memories it makes me feel that theres something wrong with me... which really bothers me
 
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