A life well lived...

lily

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#22
Well, I'm just seeing this thread so I'll have to plan to get out there tomorrow....lol. But I'll probably wind up going to work like always and coming home. I did make a concerted effort to be more outgoing today and I must say I succeeded. Today was a good day for my SA as it wasn't too bad. Tomorrow...who knows but I remain optimistic!
Going to work already gets you tired already but it's good if you can to do a little extra or even at home you can do things you enjoy. What work do you do?

Need to get a phone tomorrow.. will likely go to the comic/collectable store as well. So much cool stuff... but not enough money haha
Have a nice day tomorrow. Will go out tomorrow too.
 
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lily

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#24
i drank a healthy smoothie and soup and ate wonderful food today. :)

I got a rego check on the Subi. I watched my footy team lose.
Congratulations on what you did today even though i don't understand some of it :bigsmile:
 
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lily

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#25
tomorrow I'm going to a school where i can go to a christian school. i want to learn more about God and to be motivated i felt i needed to go to an actual school. I'm being optimistic about this. My sister says that God always listens to her prayers.
 

lily

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#28
i didn't end up going to the school today :sad: but will another day.

Wow I wish god listened to mine...
in what i know and believe you have to be a follower for God to listen to your prayers. God doesn't listen to someone who's not a follower. i have to work more on my relationship w/ God too. it's lacking so I'm not really sure that God is blessing me but when good things happen i always say that it's from God. All good things are from God. Sometimes God uses the bad things in life to turn it for our good. All the promises of God in the bible are yours when you really follow God w/ all your heart and mind including baptism and believe that jesus is lord. i have personal reason to believe that there's a God and i believe that he gave us a book to follow. but I'm not talking about this anymore b/c i know a lot of people are anti-christ. God bless you!
 
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Let's see...

Done absolutely eff all in the last 2 months, except sit on my arse, moping and wonder why things turned out as they have. Oh, and quietly listened from my bedroom as these angry, and at times comical, arguments kick-off downstairs.

Spent the last 2 weeks trying to get a program to work on my laptop, but Windows 10 was making that an issue. So I restore it to the previous operating system (Windows 8) and now everything seems to be working.

Me, my mother and oldest sister had an impromptu "family therapy session" yesterday, as the oldest drove my mum up to our older sister's house. Just going off on the middle child, and how ungrateful she has become. Cuz my mother had an massive argument with her over the phone that morning, which was the first time in a long time I'd heard my mother swearing. Anyway, this wee session continued after dropping our mum off, as my oldest sister and I went to collect my youngest niece's birthday cake. And when asked if she - the older sister - is self-aware enough to realise how she is perceived by us, her family, I said...

"Ah seriously don't know if she know what that is. Ah mean, d'ye argue about a missing portion of takeaway fried rice if yer self-aware?" :question:​

Also, I'm not sure, but I don't think I'm no longer perceived as the "tense, angry, intimidating" sibling anymore. :D

And, over the last few days, I went back and listened to some of the songs I'd wrote - just instrumentals - and realised most of them are a year old... from that prolific period between April to July 2017. When I seemed to be at my most creative, and ideas were turning into songs without me even realising. And, not to put a downer on all that, but a year on... it's difficult to slip back into that when other things are getting in the way. :sad: :kickingmyself:
 

lily

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#39
I'm drinking hot chocolate right now... :brindis: this smiley looks so funny lol! it's not even a cup for hot chocolate! the glass will break! lol will anyone have fun w/ me. i never like to have fun with myself y' know?
 
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lily

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#40
Let's see...

Done absolutely eff all in the last 2 months, except sit on my arse, moping and wonder why things turned out as they have. Oh, and quietly listened from my bedroom as these angry, and at times comical, arguments kick-off downstairs.

Spent the last 2 weeks trying to get a program to work on my laptop, but Windows 10 was making that an issue. So I restore it to the previous operating system (Windows 8) and now everything seems to be working.

Me, my mother and oldest sister had an impromptu "family therapy session" yesterday, as the oldest drove my mum up to our older sister's house. Just going off on the middle child, and how ungrateful she has become. Cuz my mother had an massive argument with her over the phone that morning, which was the first time in a long time I'd heard my mother swearing. Anyway, this wee session continued after dropping our mum off, as my oldest sister and I went to collect my youngest niece's birthday cake. And when asked if she - the older sister - is self-aware enough to realise how she is perceived by us, her family, I said...

"Ah seriously don't know if she know what that is. Ah mean, d'ye argue about a missing portion of takeaway fried rice if yer self-aware?" :question:​

Also, I'm not sure, but I don't think I'm no longer perceived as the "tense, angry, intimidating" sibling anymore. :D

And, over the last few days, I went back and listened to some of the songs I'd wrote - just instrumentals - and realised most of them are a year old... from that prolific period between April to July 2017. When I seemed to be at my most creative, and ideas were turning into songs without me even realising. And, not to put a downer on all that, but a year on... it's difficult to slip back into that when other things are getting in the way. :sad: :kickingmyself:
i know you have difficulty too. Here's a sermon worth listening to!! (if we walk w/ God, not the devil)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cd2CIvRXyPQ
 
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