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*Note* I originally posted in the wrong forum by accident and I am awaiting the other topic to be deleted.* I am tired of being pushed and coerced into living a life of lies. I am tired of hiding myself just to get by with the lies of the status quo. I used the last of my money in my pocket for...

I am tired of being pushed and coerced into living a life of lies. I am tired of hiding myself just to get by with the lies of the status quo. I used the last of my money in my pocket for a notebook (That I was still short in change for.) and began to chronicle my thoughts throughout the day...

Even when I am alone, I increasingly let of what I can best describe as a nervous laughter at absoultely nothing. What is this, what does it mean and am I alone with this issue?

After looking for something in my room a few minutes ago, I realized it was gone, someone had removed it, at least most of it. I do not want to publically give details and it is nothing bad, but still personal. I would like to IM on the site with someone in private, someone non-judgmental. Please.

I just got this email from the guy I sold my TV to from craigslist and however true it is, it doesn't seem to shock me at all, but certainly raises some new things to think about (The pathogen part.). I have nowhere else to go besides back out to my car and sleep and yes, this house is falling...

I haven't been very active for the past few months, but for anyone who cares (If anyone cares); I'd like to share some updates.. It's the strangest thing with video game addiction.. You start as an escapism and end up hooked and spending all day and night playing.. I reached a point where I...

If I don't get some money in soon, I'm really screwed.. I'm seriously weighing the option of suicide right now.. Nothing seems to be going right for me and it seems the entire world wants to see me crash and burn.. I have no viable options for gaining money besides asking for donations. No...

I have been putting in much thought about various course of actions and I was going to discuss them with my counselor online today but she didn't come online for the appointment until very late, by that time I had fallen asleep and missed it. I sat in my chair in the middle of my room and looked...

Several members have asked me to make a thread with a massive amount of my music, so this thread is going to be just that.. Sit back and enjoy (or hate) my favourite music.. Lunachicks - Insomnia - YouTube Jack Off Jill Fear Of Dying - YouTube Visage - Fade to Grey - YouTube New Order Blue...

Just scrolled through aol news and one story caught my eye.. I read it, watched the video and now I feel worse than I have felt in about 12 years, which just unraveled over a decade worth of repressing.. My childhood was VERY much like hers but she gets into harvard and I am still eating mustard...

Explicit nomen, anyone else here from Tipperary (I know I'm in America now, but Tipperary is home!).

I have this odd thing when I get even slightly hot my back really starts to sting.. Does anyone have any idea what this could be? I asked my father but all he told me was a guy he knew that was in Panama for military training had something similiar but it was a type of fungus from the jungle.. I...

I am going through online counseling to try and indentify exactly what I have and have done only two sessions now, but feel it is not effective. It's hard to explain, but I feel my counselor does not understand and so on.. Anyone else been through online counseling know what I mean or if my...

My father told me I needed to slow down driving as I was going to get hurt or killed and without thinking I stated that I didn't care and it didn't bother me at all.. I think that was pure truth to him as I think it came directly from my subconscious mind. It is true when I actually think about...

To the world: I wish you would just leave me alone.. To the Army: I have done and am doing all I can possibly do while having SM, cut me some slack, if I didn't need the money, I'd like to tell you to go f**k yourself.. Especially Master Sergeants that have nothing better to do than shout at...

Being bored and digging through old files, I found my last grade 11 report card for that year.. I am starting there and will post more later. First grading period 9 weeks, second 9 weeks, semester average, third 9 weeks, fourth 9 weeks, semester average and year finish.. Got it? Latin III C C...

2006 Ford Mustang GT 4.6 litre V8 - Racing Cold Air Intake and 87 octane custom tune The pictures are old, but the car is actually cleaner now than it appears in these images.. I do need to clean the engine bay as it has been a rough winter.. I'll do that this week.. New pictures soon..

How do you prefer to read your books? I have noticed that I enjoy my books far more when I have the actual book im my hands.. I mean my kindle is great for so much, but to me nothing beats old fashioned paper books.

Someone at drill the other day asked me if I owned the silver Mustang and I nodded yes, they are a bit observant but ignorant on SA as they told me that it seemed strange that a really shy person would own an appealing car like mine as only outgoing people who pick up women own them.. To be...

I was just wondering.. If your home burned down with everything you own, would you really care about losing anything in it and being left with only the clothes you are wearing? I can't think of anything I would want to save, i really would not be bothered by everything I owed being lost in a...