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song im working on. SELFISH. First off I thought I'd let you know That I aint never been the selfish type But I lost hope a long time ago I lost my mind and soul And now I'm running out of strength to fight So please don't leave me all alone tonight. No please don't leave me all alone...

bang bang! [random) well its bout 4 in the AM where I'm at and I am just bored out of my mind. I wish I was sleeping like everyone else, or at least had a nocturnal friend or two to talk to. bah.

Guys if you really want to improve your lives you already know what you have to do. Times a tickin, don't waste your life being so miserable. Time to stop the sob stories, let go of the past and let a new story begin. No more babying yourself, making excuses and blaming. Its all just a waste of...

Guys if you really want to improve your lives you already know what you have to do. Times a tickin, don't waste your life being so miserable. Time to stop the sob stories, let go of the past and let a new story begin. No more babying yourself, making excuses and blaming. Its all just a waste of...

Seems like most people here use msn. i only have aim which i never use because i only have two friends on there who i dont know in RL and they dont talk to me much anymore. soo any takers?

I want to work! I want to make a good living. I want a car and a house with food in the fridge, maybe a dog or two. I want to go on vacations with my family and live a happy life. I dont know how to get there. seems like things i like to do make no money or are too far fetched. for example i...

I woke up this coldass, gray skied, fugly looking fall morning feeling fan-fcking-tastic! i dont know why, nothings changed but hey im not asking any questions. im so happy! im gonna ride this wave of happiness as far as it will take me. even if its just for this morning, knowing i can feel like...

Is because I know if I tried to kill myself I would fail! I tried it once with some pills. but before i could take them all some guy from a party the weekend before randomly showed up at my house and did not leave for two days! i dont even know how he found out where i live. i didnt even talk to...

if you have children will they end up with sa? is it genetic? or can you "raise" them to have it? Like "mommy doesnt talk to people so i dont either."

I would say I've never had a home. As a baby no one wanted me, I was passed on from one relative to another until age four. Thats when my mom took my sister and me on the run with her and her husband. He was a drug dealer and abusive in every way. we lived in crack houses, trailor parks, motels...

whats a typical day look like for you?

So thats supposed to be a true story about a boy who was abused by his mother. he had brothers too but their mom did not abuse them well atleast not physically. well i lived a simular life. does anyone know why parents would only abuse one child and not the others? not that i wanted my sisters...

What are the things you like most about yourself. could be anything. personality, talents, apperance. what ever it is that you love about you! I like that im understanding, compassionate, non judgemental, im creative, honest and forgiving. and i like my hair.

when you do have something to say do you find that people ignore you? no matter how loud and clear i try to talk its like everyone pretends i didnt say anything at all. its like ok even if you couldnt understand what i said i know you heard a voice atleast mutter a bit. they dont even bother to...

Do you ever picture yourself as a "normal" person? how different do you think your life would be if you didnt have SA?