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Well I was diagnosed with autism when I was 16. That explained to me how I always had a hard time interacting with people and showing my feelings or reading other people's feelings. Being 19 now I joined an autism foundation a year ago and met tons of great people. Well I knew a girl in the...

I'm sick of this I can't listen to the radio, watch tv, go on facebook anything, why because the news is only full of negative things. To make it worse there is wanna be sites that say there news and say something completely crazy. Then they get panic arising, no wonder this world is so...

It doesn't seem to matter what it is or when it is. I live in fear of everything. I can't meet new people cause I'm scared, I can't sleep cause I fear the next day. I take my pills everyday and yet I still feel like this yet I'm already taking 7 a day. I'm to scared to reach out to people...

I worry 24/7 now, I can't ever think right. The voices in my head pound and tell me awful things. I see gruesome images, I have nightmares almost every night. I'm scared to go to sleep, I'm scared to wake up. I've been taking my pills everyday and haven't missed one yet. They said they would...

I have a cat whose name is Oscar. He is currently 6 months old. I have to say he is truly a great companion to me. When I"m feeling depressed or having an anxiety attack, its like he knows. He always cuddles me or does something hilarious to make me laugh. To me he is one of my great treasures...

My life was turning around, I've been drug and alcohol free for a year. I got top marks. I have a job, and once friends. I can never be happy I try and I try I just can't. These voices in my head bring me down everyday, I try so hard to not listen but they take control. I'm full of anger...

First off sorry if the image did not show up I really don't know how to add images. Well, for anyone that does not understand Maslow's hierarchy of needs. It was a chart made by an american psychologist named Abraham Maslow in 1943. The chart was made to show all of the human needs in order to...

Well, its a long story... So feel free to leave if you don't want to read it. If you want to know and try to help feel free to continue, but I warn it may take some reading but thank you if you choose too. Well I knew this girl through out my whole life. She was always bullied, like me. She...

I'm getting sick and tired of this. Every girl that ever shows any particular interest in me just kicks me out of their life. This girl I was best friends with for 2 years started to like me and was always jealous when I had a date or whatever. Well anyway I hungout with her all day, she wanted...

So there is this girl that I like and I think she likes me. Well today she texted me that she wants me to kiss her. She is coming over Friday and I am really nervous, I haven't kissed a girl in 2 years. Let alone had a girlfriend in almost 5 years now. I'm really excited but so scared I want to...

Life has been going great this whole school year. For once I was getting help and keeping my life together. I was finally fighting back against my schizophrenia, I was fighting my autism, and my anxiety wasn't terrible, even my depression. Now for the summer I'm stuck at this campground I go to...

I don't know where to begin... Ever since I joined the autism foundation I have been making tons of friends who also have autism. It seems though I am the only one that suffers from mental illness's such as depression. Every one is so happy and I always fake happy for them. I love to make people...

Recently I have been finding ways of escaping my anxiety. Today I bought a drum set! I love it and when I play its like the world escapes, I get lost in the beats I create and love every moment of it. I also have a bass and a guitar, but I just don't feel the escape as much as I do when I play...

I just finished my first year of college. I wanted to get into the arts everybody that knows me knows I am a good drawer and have been told so many times. Well I sent my portfolio in and the teacher doesn't like people who have autism and she knew because of meetings. Well she pretty much told...

I have autism, so a lot of things confuse me like feelings or body language. I also have trouble doing simple chores and such. Well I did a lot of research this past year on autism. I joined an autism foundation and was assigned a life coach to help me learn. I made a lot of new friends too. I...

It seems every girl I get associated with that ends up saying they like me, or will go on a date with me, always ends up getting in a relationship with someone else but me. For example the last two girls I got associated with said they wanted to date me then suddenly their ex's come back (both...

I love autism, I love having it and think its an amazing thing. I just hate this one thing where I get attached to things or people so quick and it always ends up with me getting hurt or embarrassed. You see a month ago I loved a girl but she went back with her abusive boyfriend so I decided its...

There is this girl and I knew her for my whole life. I've always been there for her, I try everything to make her happy. I don't stop thinking of her, I was there for her after every break up. I was her shoulder to cry on, I gave her advice, I never judged. A year went by we didn't talk because...

I don't understand... My autism makes it hard for me to feel and understand other peoples emotions. I've had trouble with this issue my whole life, and tonight the girl I love is really depressed. I'm worried sick about her and I feel sad like I am in her shoes. I never really ever felt this way...

I barely sleep now... Every time I lay down to sleep an eerie feeling takes over that I'm being watched. I haven't had a good sleep in so long, I'm exhausted. When I try though I just can't sleep I try playing peaceful music to put away the silence but it won't work. I was supposed to see my...