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Well recently where I live there was a fire. I think as many as 9 or so young boys died. Everyone on my facebook is sad about it and everyone I know is trying to be there for the families. I don't know I just don't feel sympathy for them and I am being blunt but I just don't feel like its my...

Well I did it, I confessed to my best friend I loved her. It didn't turn out the way I wanted it too because well it was on the phone. I wanted to tell her in person. Second I wanted to do it when she was over her ex boyfriend, but the conversation lead to it. We were talking about love and she...

I am sorry for posting so much. I just don't have anyone to talk to, I have no where to go. I have my life coach, yes, but I'm afraid if I tell him what goes on in my head he will think I'm crazy. I don't have anyone to talk to about my problems, I feel accepted here. Its just with my condition...

For the people who in my last thread said I wouldn't get help. I went to my life coach and told him my voices were back. We talked about it for a while and he tried to help. Tonight I called him and asked him if he would call my mom and tell her. He did I now am going to a doctor for a prescription.

The title says it all, I feel like I am falling for my best friend. I don't know its messed up, she has been there for me through everything. She helps me with my schizophrenia and treats me like a real person. I could go all day talking about her. We see each other all of the time and I just...

Its getting worse and worse by day. Every night I have nightmares, last night I had a dream, there were dead people everywhere. Blood was all over the walls, bodies were mutilated, I looked down at my hands and they were bloody, in my hand was a knife. What the hell is wrong with me I don't...

I feel crazy, I thought these days were over and done with. No they will never leave I am forever cursed. They tell me to hurt people, they tell me to hurt myself. They say I'm useless, ignorant, and not liked. They make me want to cry and scream for help, but I can't its like I'm emotionless...

Well there is this girl, I knew her my whole life. Two years ago we kissed once and wanted to date. Her friend didn't like this and she ruined it for us, but it didn't end there, over the years we hung out everyday and were the bestest of friends. I've been there for her through every break up...

My life has gotten better over this year, but yet I can't stop feeling depressed. Its these damn thoughts, these voices in my head came back after being gone for 3 months. I thought they were gone, I was a fool. They always tell me I can't get rid of them and now I know they are not lying. They...

Everything has been going great for once in my life. I'm top grades, finally have more then one friend, and looking forward to a future. I just can't understand why I am still depressed though. I feel stupid telling people my issues, I want them to be happy and not worry about me. I hide my...

Today is the day where my world crumbled. I was fighting bullying but staying positive till this day 7 years ago. 7 years ago is the day my best friend, my cousin past away. She was 9 and battled cancer for 2 years, in the end she lost her battle. Today is the day I started to have depression...

What really bothers me is why do I have such bad luck with women. I only had 3 serious relationships in my life; I was used for a year in one, abused in another, and the last one I had 3 years ago almost seemed perfect but turned out she lost interest. I'm just beginning to feel so lonely! and...

I find it so hard to sleep lately. All I think about is her, it haunts me every night that I don't have the guts to tell her how I feel. I just want her beside me in my arms. I don't want sex or any of that bullshit, I just want her. I wish there was some way I could tell her.

I was sort of curious and wanted to know what other people on this site struggle with. For example I struggle with autism, depression, anxiety, and paranoid schizophrenia. Another question is are you fighting it still or did you beat it. I know I am rarely depressed now, I still have anxiety and...

Well for anyone reading my past threads would know I have fallen in love with the sweetest girl I have met. I can't go a day without thinking of her, I just want to be with her. We built a friendship for half a year, and I just want to tell her how I feel. I just don't know how she will react...

Yesterday, all of my loneliness went away. I got to see the girl I love for the first time in weeks. I was shy once I seen her at the autism foundation, but then I noticed something. She was really happy to see me! She smiled and said "Hey! Long time no see" and then she invited me to play a...

I hate being away from her, I miss her. I miss everything about her, her smile, her laugh, her beauty. Even though I love everything about her I'm to scared to ask her out. I just want to tell her my feelings and it drives me nuts. I know people tell me just ask her out or you'll regret it. It's...

I'm sitting here and deep thought and I can't help but think. I used to hate deep thought and being alone all of the time. Usually because I would hear voices telling me to kill myself and such. I still do but its like a thought keeps pushing those away. Every time I'm about to feel dark...

I know its none of my business but I think this girl made it mine. See the story is my best friend got his first girlfriend. He's been such a happy guy after that and I was so proud of him. I get home and she's in a relationship with a new guy, I said I thought you were dating Matt. She then...

I haven't gotten good sleep in weeks. Every night I have terrible nightmares and end up staying up. I'm scared to sleep and its hard because I'm so tired, and its weird because I will have a nightmare wake up stay up for a few hours and then fall asleep again. When I fall asleep again it turns...