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  1. dannyboy65

    No one out there for me...

    I finally realize it, there is no one out here in this world that can help me. Everyone just gives up on me I'm just to much trouble. I'm always alone now, all I have to talk to is the voices. Not even my psychologist can help me, I'm ashamed to wake up everyday. Why can't I find someone who...
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    Back to from where I started

    When I started college I was so excited. I thought I would love it, but no its just the same I was recently threatened twice by 2 different people. They called me names they posted things on facebook. One of them made fun of me for all my mental issues she befriended me I trusted her she was the...
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    Urgent I trusted her........

    I don't even know what to say I'm crying, I'm beyond angry. I trusted her I fell for her. Now she's gone she ditched me because I had "to many problems" I thought once I got out of high school the bullying would be done..... No it didn't now she's threatening me and she's going to tell everyone...
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    Pills only help a little

    I never told anyone this and I think I need serious help. I am schizophrenic and autistic and have depression and anxiety. But when I'm very angry, like I am right now. I want to kill someone and its not a figure of speech anymore. I'm beyond pissed and can feel myself blanking out right now I...
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    Brand new start

    Today was my first day of College!!!! So far I love it I already made 2 new friends that like the same stuff as me. Its hard for me to make friends cause of my schizophrenia and autism and I went out of my comfort zone and made some. I'm so proud of myself I even talked to a group of cute girls...
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    Dating tips

    I've been single for 4 years now and really want to get back into dating and meeting girls. I'm 18 and live in Canada, I already signed up for a dating site called plenty of fish. But so far I was only looked at by 4 people and it shows a lot of people from different provinces and not in my...
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    I'm scared for my life

    Everyday my schizophrenia just gets worse. I'm starting to just stare at things and let the voices talk. I can't even concentrate at work anymore cause they start to scare me that much I had to get off work early 3 times cause of them and I think works getting pissed about it. It's so hard to...
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    I feel like its worsening

    My depression, my schizophrenia its been so jumbled lately. Today is my 18th birthday and I'm depressed I wish I wasn't. I had a great day with the girl I liked, just something is bothering me. I hate how someone hurt her so bad that she's scared to date again. I try my best to show her I'm not...
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    What are these feelings

    So there's this girl that I have been talking to for months I was with her yesterday for the first time yesterday. I really like her! yesterday was great. We went to the exhibition that was in town. We went on rides and I was just happy I was with her. I felt a lot of anxiety, and butterflies in...
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    Schizophrenia

    Please comment your feed back I'd like to see what you people think, also please read through this I really do want feed back.I was diagnosed schizophrenic a few months ago when I was in the hospital for a suicide attempt. I heard the voices since I was 14 and been very paranoid for years of...
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    I can't get her off my mind

    There's this girl I talk to a lot and have been for the whole summer. Thing is I told her so much about myself. I even trusted her enough that I told her I'm schizophrenic. She didn't stop talking to me, and now if I have a schizo moment as I call them (where the voices in my head scream at me)...
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    Why does my shyness have to get in the way

    I had a girl for the past weeks talking to me and I think recently she started to develop feelings for me. I didn't know what to do and I didn't talk to her in a week cause I'm scared I'll screw up. I want a girl in my life but I'm not sure how to do it anymore I haven't had a girlfriend in 3...
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    Why am I so desperate

    I've been single for almost 3 years now and I miss the feeling of dating girls. I've come to the point where if a girl becomes single I instantly start talking to her. But since I'm so awkward I can't get a relationship. I know its not the end of the world if your single but I get very lonely...
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    There taking control...

    As I write this the voices in my head are angry, I was diagnosed schizophrenic 2 months ago and I had the voices since I was 14 which was 4 years ago. I hated them for the longest time they made me feel like a freak. If I tell anyone people are scared and don't know what I'll do. I always feel...
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    I'm happy but worried

    Well I have liked this girl for 3 years and today I asked her out IN PERSON!!!! I didn't think I could do it and she said she'll think about it and smiled. I'm scared that she was saying it to be nice but she said she didn't feel awkward I really hope this works out because I've liked her for so...
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    So happy

    Today I finally graduated from high school my whole life I been tortured and bullied. Now after 12 years I am finally out of hell and I got a 1250$ scholarship!!!!
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    Bullies I don't understand them

    I really don't understand bullies really at all. I been picked on my whole life and it even got as far as getting beat up everyday. I been in the hospital for a suicide attempt and been in years of self harm. I have always been singled out and left out of everything. Recently people stopped...
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    So angry

    I'm getting so sick of my so called best friend. If I don't hangout with him he doesn't want to hangout I try to hangout with him today and he's to ****ing tired. It's my last day until I have to go to work somewhere else so he's not going to see me much this whole summer because of it. This...
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    Scared

    Recently I went back to abusing alcohol I used to abuse alcohol and other drugs and I'm scared I'm going down that path again and last time I did it took me a good year to finally get through and done with it and recently I've been smoking pot again and drinking. Last time I did this I really...
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    ps3 players

    Hi I was wondering if anyone here played on the ps3 and if they do I was wondering if they would like to add me megasoldier65 at the moment I am searching for people to play in a game of infection on mw3 so if you wanna join you can add me and we can play :)
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