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BlackPuma

BlackPuma

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FountainandFairfax said:
Happy Birthday, Puma.
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Thanks, buddy.

AtTheGates said:
has anyone ever made a big deal about your birthday and you didnt react well to it? iv done that in the past. maybe THATS why they haven't said anything..because they think you won't react well.

I also have those "I dont deserve it" kinds of feelings on my birthdays and in the past iv had birthdays where I was really mopey/moody when someone mentioned it was my birthday.

happy birthday btw. dont worry, it'll be over soon : p hopefully you wake up in a better mood tomorrow.
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No, not really.. I've once said, almost five years go by now, that I didn't want a party ever because it falls on a fairly significant national holiday (the end of occupation.) I would rather people enjoy the festivals and bands around rather than feel obligated to sit in an apartment every year out of social obligation.

Up until recently people would at least just nudge good wishes vocally or via text, but that has pretty much stopped. For no real reason for as much as I can tell.
 
theslowesthand

theslowesthand

Banned
I can't be bothered putting on a false happy front for people - it's too draining. But that's what society expects, and what's more, it expects you to be normal, happy, & to enjoy interacting with people. But sometimes i feel compelled to put on a big bright happy grin, so i don't look angry/etc, but in doing so i think it makes me look like a lunatic?!
 
theslowesthand

theslowesthand

Banned
A quiet life means the same as a slow life, or no life, right?
Got told that i live the quiet life today, by of all people, a police officer. He basically was telling me about my latest tresspass order that my neighbour got (against me). It seems living a quiet life is "not allowed". It's those who DO have a life, who always win against those who don't. :kickingmyself:
 
PugofCrydee

PugofCrydee

You want to know how I got these scars?
theslowesthand said:
I can't be bothered putting on a false happy front for people - it's too draining. But that's what society expects, and what's more, it expects you to be normal, happy, & to enjoy interacting with people. But sometimes i feel compelled to put on a big bright happy grin, so i don't look angry/etc, but in doing so i think it makes me look like a lunatic?!
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Maybe you and I are just participants in the lunatic parade
 
PugofCrydee

PugofCrydee

You want to know how I got these scars?
FountainandFairfax said:
Shopping for sunglasses is a trip. The prices are outrageous for what you actually get, owing to the fact that one company basically owns all the marbles.

Yet and still...

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I paid $349.00 for my Oakley's 2 years ago, but have only worn them twice :thinking:
 
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Sarah_M

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Well, a lot has been going on lately. I am transferring departments at work - I am both nervous and excited for this. This position will put me in a lot of social situations where I know I will be nervous, but I need to keep pushing forward. Without continuous effort, I will never accomplish anything and will probably regress.

This girl at work and I made plans this weekend to hike, but I am so nervous because I don't have car and would feel awful if she had to pick me up. I need to tell her/ask my sister or mom for a ride like a loser :/

There's this guy at work who I have been talking to more lately (I know he likes me) and he's nice, but he made me realize how I don't really want a boyfriend right now - I really just want friends. Anyway, he invited me to go running with him which is funny because I am not in that kind of shape lol. I probably won't go because that's just embarrassing, but it's good social practice to talk to him.

The guy I really like which is purely lust, doesn't even look at me anymore - he's so ****ing confusing. Idk, maybe I'm just being stupid....especially for thinking HE would like ME. Even if he DID, nothing would come of it and my insecurities would still be present and in overdrive...FML.
 
theslowesthand

theslowesthand

Banned
Something random:
Unhappiness is proportional to needing/eating more chocolate/beer/crisps (junk)
Happiness is proportional to eating more chocolate/beer/crisps (junk)
 
FountainandFairfax

FountainandFairfax

in a VAN down by the RIVER
PugofCrydee said:
I paid $349.00 for my Oakley's 2 years ago, but have only worn them twice :thinking:
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Wanna sell 'em? :D

I got these, 20 bucks with polycarbonate, polarized, TAC lenses. Plus they have a lifetime guarantee just like the Oaks.

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If I really like driving with glasses on and really feel the need to spring for some high dollar "face jewelry" I may still get a pair of Oakleys... on clearance. :cool:
 
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Hot_Tamale

Well-known member
Morning light to twilight
Talkin' heads sayin' it's worse
My world its slow decay
Tunes and yet the stupidest verse

Imma turn my life around, get a better job, have a relationship, then get back on medication so I stop thinking crazy for imagining I'll be a successful bussiness man.
 
theslowesthand

theslowesthand

Banned
Nothing to do
If indeed that is true
Then i need to find something
Over which i can possibly "stew"
Or write some poetry that is new
It's been a while .. more poetry is due
I'm feeling more bored and restless, than blue
I feel like something to nibble, something to chew
If it were dinner time, i'd have a meal, some canned stew
Like most days, i am stuck in/on bed to my laptop, like glue
Perhaps i could play a game or two? That might be something to do
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(PiP, Poetry in Progress ... < SUSPENDED >)
 
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Graeme1988

Graeme1988

Hie yer hence from me heath!
It seems my Mum either thinks she's psychic or that she knows me that well, she can finish what I'm about say - 3 words into me opening my mouth to speak. :kickingmyself:
 
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