Recent content by xmisunderstoodx

I'm not completely disappointed about turning 18 in a couple months but I'm not looking forward to it as much. I don't want to quit being a kid/teen. I understand taking responsibility but I haven't grown out of the teenish/shy/awkward/innocent thing. I can't imagine acting all grown up when it...

I'm not sure what's wrong with me maybe I'm ugly. I dressed nicely and carefully and did my hair. I had confidence. But I still continued to get unpleasant stares and draw attention.

My mom calls me an ugly, pimple-faced, awkward, fat ***. I've gotten over it but my confidence and self esteem is kind of low. I'm not and don't know if I'll ever be good enough.

I went to Marinello and got my hair and nails down. The beauticians who did my treatments were saying how I was quiet, innocent. When they asked what grade im in which is 11 they were shocked because they thought I was in the sixth grade. They say I have a babyface. Do you think they meant...

I don't have any more self esteem. No reason to live except maybe not going to hell. Having a family, career, etc are not reasons. I am hurting. I'm always being made fun of and looked at funny. No matter how I do my hair or dress, I'm still being called ugly and fat. I don't know if you can be...

Hi. I'm 17. Going to be a senior in high school next year. I am 1 1/2 credits deficient. My GPA at best is probably 2.0. My mom says she'll be surprised if I even graduate high school. All I need to do is take 3 classes this summer and I'll be caught up. I was thinking to myself should I drop...

Hi. I'm home schooled and spend most of my time at home. I'm the one who brings/picks up my sister to/from school. That's the only time I go out. The high school kids get out a little earlier than the elementary kids. So, there's lots of big groups of them walking the same route as me. Every...

Does social anxiety have to do anything with immaturity? When I go out in public or communicate with others. I feel nervous, shaky, body's on fire, I don't know what to say, when to say it, or how to say it. The harder I try to act 'normal' the more stupid I feel. Ugggh! They say to stop being...

I take/pick up my sister from school everyday. Well, today this lady was all like "I see you when I walk my kids to school and we're always like look at this lady, she's always smiling and happy and blah blah blah. She was being sarcastic. I know I'm not the happiest person in the world but I...

It's bad that I have social anxiety. It's even worse that I'm not intelligent. How dumb I really am is really starting to show. I feel like I just don't "get" it or anything. I don't have any friends. The ones I had or who tried to befriend me, I caused them to shy away. I have a boyfriend...

Please, I'm hurting. :crying:

I'm so depressed, I'm numb. I'm waiting for my body to die. Is that possible or will i just make myself very sick? I wish God would just let me come home now (if there even is a God, but I'd probably go somewhere else for slightly doubting his existence). If I died, I don't think my family...

What do you think? What if you meet someone online then end up dating long-term in-person?

What's the craziest thing you've ever done because of you're social anxiety? Mines was hiding in the bathroom until school got out. To skip the classes that made me sick.

I feel coming out of my shell and going against my anxiety is good. But, being shy, anxious, and crazy makes life interesting. I love being different. But, at other times I'll feel different and hate myself and everything. I'm living! :)