Recent content by lonely_world

I'm wanting to start my own errand service business, because I like helping others and it would give me just a little socialization, but not too much. But I will have to go to people's houses and now that i'm getting closer to getting customers, i'm freaking out. It would be a great opportunity...

I feel much older than I am probably because someone who's my age isn't supposed to be this alone.

I hope everyone has a good day today :) Can't wait to have my Steak and Mushrooms...mmm!

I'm thinking of going back to school to become an LPN, so i'm wondering if you are in that field, how do you handle it with sa? I'm really nervous because I know it is a highly social job, but I can't be a "loser" the rest of my life and blame my fear for never being successful. I have a huge...

I had a therapist tell me at one time that it would basically be impossible for me to become outgoing. I said I could try but she said I would only look like a fool, she didn't use the term fool though.

I'm very afraid I have let alcohol control me; i'm very severely depressed and lately I have drank to "deal" with the pain. I don't want to start AA or talk to my doctor about it, because if I feel like I have let myself down by drinking, I will feel worse. Can anyone help me if they have been...

I met up with this guy tonight that i've been talking to online for a few days now. We were at a restaurant, and he was the one that was so painfully shy and nervous, and I just kept trying to talk about different things. I may not be the most outgoing person, but atleast I try. He didn't...

Are you a christian and believe this somewhat too?

I hate getting on myspace, but I do it because I want to meet people. But then I end up looking up old friends, exes, and that's what's makes me so depressed. They have been able to keep jobs longer than me, they have been able to keep friends longer than me, they have been able to keep a...

I've tried meeting people online, and have had only a few dates so far in the past year. Now I met another guy online and he asked me to go out for coffee with him and I agreed. Now my biggest fear is, what do I talk about? You woudn't know it by looking at me, but I am an extremely shy,anxious...

There's a chance I will be homeless soon because of STUPID choices. When will I ever learn?! :evil: :cry:

I just moved here about 3 months ago and don't know anyone but a couple people. If you'd like to chat, let me know.

I have let my fear overrule me and that's what I regret most.

I've gotten panic/anxiety attacks when I first wake up in the morning, for the past year or so. Has anyone else experienced this?

I really don't want to be alone, and since I don't have other family than a brother who causes me more problems, I suppose it's time to find someone now. But i'm literally scared to death of meeting a guy for fear he will reject me, or I will have to meet his family! And what will they think of...