Feathers

Hey there, thanks for the comments on my pictures! You seem like you have such a kind soul. It's nice to know there are people out there like you
My final went Ok, I got B and I'm pretty sure I got an A in the class. I'm changing my major to medical assisting though. I like the whole "assisting" part to it. It seems like a less authoritative role. I'm starting in the fall and taking this semester off, so in the meantime i'm gonna do some serious soul searching. I'm might volunteer a bit to at local hospitals just to get an idea of what I'll be doing as well.
Anyways, that's great that you liked college, but I've kinda learned that you really need to know who you are as a person before you jump into it. All you can do is go at your own pace. But, before i ramble on any further, I just wanted to say it's nice to meet you and if you ever wanna talk, I'm usually on here most of the time

Hi there pretty lady! How are you doing? I haven't really been on much recently, there has been a lot going on. I would like to thank you for your help and encouragement in my recent "time bomb" crisis. Like I said it won't be forgotten. Let me know how you are doing, and if there is anything I can do for you.

Hey Feathers, How have you been?
Hope your doing good!!

Xx Flowery

hi Feathers! where ya been lately?

Thank you, Feathers ::

haha very true. My dad has a really weird sense of humor sometimes and an over active imagination so i guess it was easier for me to brush off. Anyways, thanks I'm crossing my fingers that I got an A in the class. I'm just glad I finally have some time to relax until next semester Are you in school??

((hugs)) You're very kind, Feathers, thank you. I really appreciate you taking the time to write to me and I feel really quite bad for not thanking you sooner. The truth is, I just haven't been using the site an awful lot lately. Anyway, I hope you're doing okay.

aww you made me smile , thank you

It was last night and a very small number of people showed up, and they cut the discus part. It was just going to be a short clinic, and was told what I was supposed to have them do. I was worried about telling them the wrong thing. I know they wouldn't know any better if I did, but coaches or other people could have found out. That and the whole talking-on-the-fly thing.

In reality it was not this big thing, but talking can be a chore for me. Thanks for your tips nonetheless .

I have to give you fake rep for http://www.socialphobiaworld.com/spw-people-30737/page-2/#post386143

+1

:P

Nothing other than "Oh, feathers is online. *thinks* She always has a good heartwarming piece of advice.. I hope she knows she is a beautiful person!"

Hello lovely I just wanted to tell you that you are lovely and that I adore ya!

Not at all, I promise you. It's actually very interesting. I'm just in such a horrible place right now, I don't mean to be ignorant, I'm sorry x

You're so kind and unselfish Feathers *hugs*

I'm trying not to talk to anyone right now, I'm so full of misery and darkness and there's just no helping me. Nothing anyone can say will help me to see any light. People keep making me feel guilty and telling me to think of my children, it just makes me hate myself even more :: no one understands. I don't want to make other people unhappy and people who have tried to help have just been left feeling frustrated with me. I can't fight anymore, I just want to fade away ::

Thanks for your support. That means allot to me. You are always so nice I have good hopes she will recover. They caught it in early stage. Radiation therapy most likely will destroy the malicious cells and the chance of further spreading is small. But it came as a big shock to her and it's painfull to see someone you love having such a hard time. Are you ok by the way? Havent seen you online for a while..

Really? What are you amazed about? lol

Thank you, you are very sweet Feathers <3

((cuddles)) thankyou Feathers, I'm going to try a bath and an early night x

Hi! Yes, I've tried EFT, but didn't help much so I quit. As for TAT, I don't know what that is, but I'll take a look. I've been to therapy a few times but quit soon ... all I did there was to answer the same questions over and over again. Nothing else. My personal doctor prescribed me Lexapro, because I was feeling very depressed and suicidal for over 2 years now. I just really don't have any will power or motivation to get better. There are days when I do feel motivated, but these days are rare. Most days I just want to die.

Hi thanks for your warning, but I don't want to join a mainstream party because they all are corrupt and failed our country miserably. Nationalism is only tool for my nation to survive we have been occupied by Soviets for 50 years and want to maintain our country free from US and Russia intervention.

Indeed, I did apply for various volunteer jobs, because I feel I need to get experience working and to pick up potential skills (And every job I see advertised says "must have experience") but since they involved shops and taking care of the elderly I had to be 18 for all of them. But not long to wait, I'll be 18 in March, and there's a retirement home on my road so I am going to apply to volunteer there once I become 18!