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Hey Saskia! Haven't talked to you in a while, so thought I'd stop by and say hello.

Oh the Anime from the avatar is Arakawa under the bridge and the weather nice sunny and cool like 44 degress. Thats Indiana though.

So saw the music you were singing and I am going to throw back old school and say it was da bomb lol good though we should give a standing ovation

ur cute. i like your smile. just thought i'd say.

you're awesome! msg made my day =) thank you. i'm natalie by the way lol

Hi, Saskia

Music and Djing are my passion... Trance, electronica, acoustic, electronic is what I hear.
I have not idea how to create sounds; I only use my mixer to join the songs and make mixtapes.

In Florida, I found a University; It will take me 5 semesters (2 years and a half)
I'm going to study recording arts.

Recording Arts focuses on recording engineering, sound engineering, music production, mix, recording... everything I need to become a pro DJ.

I wish to create sound like Armin van Buuren but I have to learn first.
Armin Van Buuren from your country is my favorite DJ. I have all his CD's... A State of Trance!

About the music studio: It's a M-Audio Keystudio. A keyboard with 49-note, you can easily create music If you know how to use a keyboard. Includes the software. So, you just have to connect it to your computer and make the sounds, record them, or you can record your voice too. It includes a Micro USB.

My weekend was awesome yay!

your friend Sergio

Hoi Mevrouw Bloem! - lang niet gezien, hoe gaat het? :] :]

Oh another thing you told me you want to buy a music studio right...

I bought a music studio two months ago but I don't know how to use it. The only thing I know how to use is my mixer/turntable console.

It's a keyboard studio; you just have to conect it to you laptop/computer and start making music; It records sounds, voice etc...

I'll give it to you for free; If you want it

Hello Saskia

Yes, I've been looking forward; Florida state is beautiful. I'm moving on August and my dad will help to find an apartment, a car, a florida state Driver license and an ID.
Also I have to find a job over there. I'm going for music production and recording arts; I will be making music and on summers I hope to rock the dancefloors

The university is expensive but It only takes 2 years and a half to get a degree.

My weekend was ok, I went to louisiana to gamble, I only won 300 dlls playing blackjack

I'm interested in you, Because I know you can sing. Saskia; If I get a job as a proffesional DJ, I will hook you up to be my vocalist. Also my friend leah; she likes to sing.

yea, I'm interested to make a track together, any Ideas?

I'm glad you are alright and I hope you had fun on your weekend.

Sergio

Hello Saskia; I've been looking for information about moving to The Netherlands and It's too complicated, But the good news are I found a University in Florida, I'm moving soon to Florida; before August to start my career, I'll be a producer and a DJ Therefore, I will study music production and recording arts; this both bachelor's together. The university is in Orlando, Florida. Full Sail University: Campus and Online Degrees

Hey Saskia, sorry to hear you've been feeling bad! You've been VERY brave this week, going to all the therapy and groups etc!! So maybe you are just feeling some kind of 'aftermath'/tiredness from it all? You've done so MUCH!! You're a wonderful person and I hope things get better for you!!

Hey saskia, I not been on long time here, Thank you for your christmas/new years message! Hope you had a great time! and hope you are doing well! )

I'm doing alright. I'm trying to stay motivated in school on my first semester and practice my guitar. I'm taking beginner's guitar class, so I'm new to playing an instrument. Sucks that i got a guitar instructor that LOVES to pick on students all the time. though, it benefits me from overcoming my anxiety problems. btw.... i saw your video. You did a song cover AND sang on stage. I praised someone like you who loves to play and sing dealing with anxiety problems. awesome saskia. so what about you? how are things going for you?

I sent you a private message...

Hello Saskia, I've been trying to contact you...

How have you been?

I have a lot on mind to talk to you...

Sergio

Hello Saskia, I'm going to Louisiana on Friday; I'll be back in 1 or 2 days; enjoy your weekend... I'll talk to you later. take care.

Sergio

2nd... In other sessions He was talking about the treatment (What can I do to cope or get rid of social anxiety) I was just listening to everything he said (I didn't say anything) everything was clear because I already know the treatment for SA.

I was thinking Is he really helping me? I know everything about it... uhmm and I'm just wasting my money... 250 dollars (190 euros) for an appointment I can save that money for me. I thought that and I decided just to see my psychiatrist once a month or every two months; so, he can see how am I doing...

In short; I really don't need therapy, I just need my psych to prescribe me the medicine. tan tan

1st... Yes I've been a very strong person; I read the whole DMS IV manual, I started for selecting what disorders could I have... Till I found Depression and Social Anxiety. After that The first book I read was Shyness by Warren H. Jones, Jonathan M. Cheek, and Stephen R. Briggs. A 400 pages book. I'd read a lot of self help books.

Last year; I started going with a psychiatrist... He ask me What are you here for? I replied I have depression and social anxiety disorder but the medication I've been taking is not effective because medical doctors are prescribing drugs to me and they don't know anything about prescrition drugs that's why I'm here that's what I said to him.

He started explaining me about social anxiety (Something I'd already know) He prescribed me Zoloft the first time I was taking it for 4 months but It made me feel more nervous; I told him about it and he changed it to paxil and clonazepam...

Question; What are you studying?

I'm 22 years old almost 23 next month I dropped 20 classes because I was feeling depressed and I couldn't take the classes with SA; so, I decided to take a break this entire year but I will start school on Jan 2012