dyingtolive

thanks for posting on my thread. I hope you feel better soon!

lol, hi

lol. but who wouldn't like it?! it's breathtaking. made my heart jump.

Nothing much. I'm eating my lasagna.

Haha. I've been told that before!

Yeah you're right, I say go for it. It's the way I made my stuff too. You can always buy something new later if you want to.
If it helps you to create music, get it out there!

Hey dye, yeah that actually looks pretty cool. My midi guitar is the only thing I've been able to use so far to record, but there's still nothing like a real guitar. You may have to buy more equipment, but in the end there's too much more you can do with an electric (or acoustic).
Not to mention your sound isn't going to get very loud coming from your computer speakers.
Don't get me wrong, I have a lot of fun with mine, I would just much rather find a way to record with a real guitar.
I assume leave the midi stuff to keyboard.

Me? Write songs? Come now flattery will get you nowhere.

Of course I do not write songs. I don't have the skills or know-how. I like to write, though.

Curious. Why ask if I write songs?

Oh btw, I do take requests, what song do you have in mind?

I just need to eat more to look even more healthier, and get ridd of the purple skin cuz I don't get enough of vitamins i think (or anykind of specific thing), and get more round cuz I am too thin and that will change soon enough if I eat a lot.

So how have u been? Having a nice week?
How do you deal with your BDD? :]

Sassy

I have been avoiding people a lot because of BDD/SA (I never got diagnosed with BDD so I'm not sure if I got it, but I kind of self diagnosed myself, I really feel more aware of my ugliness than other people do.) I never wanted to go outside because anyone could spot my ugliness, but I have worked on it and it has gotten better, I cut my hair, wash my head with water a few times a day (to look healthy), get enough of sleep (i try to lol), use whitening toothbrushing, it really helped a lot to have a new haircut to feel better about myself and looking more healthy makes me feel really good. For me the problem is most not looking healthy, I still hate the purple skin under my eyes, I try to figure out how to get rid of it, but I'm feeling better about my looks but still I have moments of true disgust. (especially my face and skinny arms).

Hi,

It's nice to hang out on this site and chat a little
If you ever wanna catch up for a chat, you can write me anytime
I'm glad it makes you feel better to hang around here on the weekends, I can understand what you mean. My weekends used to be very boring, non active. Now I push myself to get more out and do something. Do you have people to hang out with in real life?

What I do on the weekends - I usually see my girlfriend, stay over at her place or at home, or go see friends, or go skateboarding,mountainebiking,rollerskating,walking in the park,just do anything to keep my mind busy

hey again!! aw, meditation can be intense. i had some ocd stuff going on, heck i still do, and sometimes meditation can make it even worse it seems! or at least, bring it to the surface much more. but still, it helps with anxiety, the more you can just notice that thoughts are thoughts and they are not anything other than that first thing in the morning is hard- that's why i just do five minutes..because i figure, i could have slept five minutes, so why not watch my breath and set an intention for the day?

hey- am I doing this message thing right? I used to sit much more often, in the Shambhala tradition (hence the "fearless," as you may have guessed ) but now I keep not doing it, so much else getting in the way..but I try to sit at LEAST five minutes when I wake up before getting out of bed, and five minutes before going to sleep, and then sometimes during the day outside. it helps with so much anxiety

Sounds like a Fregilicious idea.

aww. thank you very much!

Dying to live. An amusing screen name. Perhaps we should start living, then?

Tell lemur we'll do a duet. Oh but I have to be Will. Tell him he's Fergie.

Haha. I'm sure you do too, dy.

Welcome him properly Mmmm with a nice vocaroo