BlackPuma

Hey, how have you been? Sorry I have been gone.... I had to stop coming here for a while, because of therapy. I Hope everything is going well for you.

OH MY ****ING GOD YOU'RE AWESOME.
- Nederlands
- Bisexual
- you like cats , gaming
-drawing and watching movies


oh en je bent de dag voor mijn verjaardag geboren
*krijgt mond niet meer dicht van verbazing*

Hi.Unfortunetly I have exhusted my username chat.Actually something just came to me.I think the username a person chooses can either reflect the person they are or the person they would like to be.

welcome back, kitty cat. i thought you had run away for good! :]

Ooh, missed your b-day?? HAPPY bb-ery b-elated Birthday!! And wishing you LOTS of Eco insighful important FUN ZANY EXCITING awesomeness!!

Hey Puma!! Yeah, I was missing you!! But I thought maybe you were doing big important things maybe in RL?? (And I wasn't much on here before either!!) Anyway, good to see you back!!

Hrm, you haven't logged on in a week. That explains why winning has been so easy lately. ::

hiya, ive been reading back over my weeks post and the realised how rude ive been, im really sorry i hope i didnt offend you it wasnt intentional.

Wow Puma it's your Birthday!!
Hope it's a Happy one!

Hey Puma, thanks for your encouraging words the last few days. It's helped a bit =)

Hey Puma, Thanks for asking!

Had some backache, and was OFFLINE a lot before that, packing up things at Grandma's flat... Had a bit of an existential/identity crisis inbetween, but other than that quite fine, thanks.
My back and my identity crisis is better now, I'd still like to minimize time online for health reasons and otherwise.. How have you been? I can send you my e-mail address or FB or blog if you like

Hi, i cant seem to read your chat message so i thought i let you know i wasnt ignoring you, and hope your SA will get better!

Yeah I'm okay, I just needed to clear my head a bit. Hope you're doing alright as well.

I am pretty damn good. I am spending a lot of my time with my kids and working out a lot. The great news is I am reprogramming my mind!!! It is going really well!!! I haven't had a panic attack in 4 days. That may not seem like much to most but it is an eternity for me. I am very excited about the new method I am using. I didn't even know anything about any site outage. I haven't been on here as much lately. It has seemed excessively negative the last few times I have come on. How are you? Is everything alright? Work? Relationship? I hope everything for you is not just good, but Awesome you deserve it!!!

On a random note, it's been saying you're "logging in" in the last activity thing for the last 15 minutes. Ultra high security, 120+ characters password? ::

Exausted from too much work. Ha!! I can't say I am sorry to hear that. What with how much I saw you stressing being unemployed. I was worried. I am glad you did not get the axe!!! Sucks about your coworkers, I hope they are all right. I am pretty good. Kind of slowing down on the obsessive workouts and drinking beer at night. Trying to relax. It is very hard for me. I just don't have a personality that is suited for relaxing but I am trying. The beer is pretty cool.LOL. I just hope I don't get out of shape. Is your work going to rehire people or are they just going to run with what they have?

Hey hows it going dude? I am sorry its been a while. I have been a little to busy in RL lately. Its no excuse though. How are you? Is everything going all right with the job? Your relationship? Pets ect...... I hope you doing well. Take care and let me know.

Yeah I do that too; forgetting words from my native language rather than English. I guess it has to do with doing relatively little talking in real life in the last few years, while everything I read/do on the internet, books I read, or music I hear is in English. I always have much trouble trying to put raw thoughts into words as well. I don't though when talking to myself, cause I don't have to make much sense to myself I guess. I think your English is terrific though, way better than mine I don't really remember the last time I did all the talking to myself in my head (and I do it a lot) in my native language. It would seem so odd if I did it now actually ::

I'm as ok as I can be, thanks

I seem to remember your saying that you think and talk to yourself in English. Been meaning to tell you that ever since you made that post but, I always thought I was the only one!

And I hope you are ok I always enjoy reading your posts.

eek. you're just a sweetie and i enjoy reading your posts around here.
so... hi!