Recent content by 3lefts

I've stated clearly my distaste for the physical. Yet it's a very muddled feeling. Recently I've been enticed by the seeming electricity of it. I've almost began to consider it exciting. Then again I have been more energetic then I prefer to be. Expending energy at work and walking lots, is this...

I don't think anxiety is the problem. I think it is just a symptom. So no matter how much we triumph it, we never feel completely accomplished because the symptoms will simply change. Or am I completely off? Am I somewhere else. Who has an opinion?

My mom said something to me when I was younger. It was as if she wrote it on a piece of paper and glued it with super glue to my brain because if hasn't let since, and I can't stop thinking about it lately. Is it easier for you to fail now without trying, then to try your hardest and fail in the...

What can they do to me that has not already been done? What can I feel that hasn’t been felt? Anything new would be refreshing, wouldn’t it be... necessary? Trial and error lifestyle. That is the way we function, is it... not? All of life, all of this life. I know all of my emotions. I know I am...

Life as we know it in a non-stop repetitive motion. Action upon reaction mapping out our world, and making everything what it is, all that it is, and all that we are. Never ending.

Is it normal for social people to be physical? And is there a difference in meaning if there is a difference in gender? Things like putting their hand on your arm whilst talking or your waist when walking around you. Leaning in, placing themselves unnecessarily close to you, just little things...

Just getting something else out. Do you ever feel as if, being with others is sort of a dream like feeling? You are conscious and aware yet everything is moving in moments. Almost lost in a feeling. The world isn't broad, it's focused in. I often feel grounded in that moment when I'm with them...

"I suppose there's one in every group, one oddball who never fits in. Well, that was me, David Gordan. I found my escape through my stories, my imagination was uhh, was like a rocket ship that took me far away where I could look at life from a safe distance. Which I guess, is what I, I now do in...

I could live the rest of my life alone, I really don't care because I'm comfortable with myself. There are just these moments, like how I'm cold when I first get into bed, and the sheets are cold and I just want somebody warm to hold me. Ick. These stupid little moments that make me wish I had...

I was wondering what everyone else's dreams are like. I mean, what sort of stuff do you usually dream about? Do you ever have anything you would, maybe call a nightmare? Or an unpleasant dream? Or is it mainly happy things? Or do you not dream at all?

Can I rant? Am I allowed to rant something? I'm incredibly frustrated with my situation. It feels like fish bones in my mouth sticking out of my gums. I'm really hungry and I just want to eat. When I do start to eat, I start to feel them and fear stuff being stuck and them it's just annoying...

I just need to get this out of my system. I'm having trouble with my identity. When I'm with other people I don't feel like myself. I feel like I leave myself behind and that's why sometimes when I'm around people too long I'll just want to be alone. This is where I'm confused because, I'm still...

I hope it's oh k to start a new thread for this, but I REALLY wanted to share. Couldn't help myself. This video says everything I think. What do you think? You are everything you ever wanted to be:

Found something new, I like.