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Then it is not a "no" either!

I was thinking: what IF that man has also SP and he wants to approach you but doesn't know how? what if he's acting normal so you don't suspect? cause you said sometimes he was constantly checking you. Maybe he had a bad day. WHAT IF this man is in SAS.com making threads about a girl he knows at the gym where he works but doesn't know how to talk to her cause you know...there are way prettier men. LOL
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A few months ago I was so looking forward to going away this weekend. Now, it seems like a pointless waste of time. And my mother’s already gone and over exaggerated how she’ll “...not cope well” while I’m away. Which she’ll mean as a “joke”, but really, she’s just trying to make sure I spend as little time enjoying myself whilist away for the weekend. And more time wondering how she doing.

But it’s me who’s selfish, uncaring and inconsiderate. Uh-huh!
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ヾ( ・`⌓ī・)ノ゙WHAT ARE YOU SAYING? you're not gross AT ALL. You're very good looking, don't let anyone tell you otherwise, not even the f*cking SP!

THIS IS GROSS



If you were gross...your pic would be in my thread hahaha :P





Then it is not a "no" either!

I was thinking: what IF that man has also SP and he wants to approach you but doesn't know how? what if he's acting normal so you don't suspect? cause you said sometimes he was constantly checking you. Maybe he had a bad day. WHAT IF this man is in SAS.com making threads about a girl he knows at the gym where he works but doesn't know how to talk to her cause you know...there are way prettier men. LOL




That's the spirit! life is not always about succeed, is about not giving up. (and believe me, i KNOW sometimes is very hard)

This made me so happy! are you a saiyan? everytime they're defeated, they become stronger

Wish i could travel and meet ppl like you and not this boring dickheads i have here, like Pug (and i in another post) said, you have a great sense of humor...one day i'll do that and you'll see one of my dark rituals (from the "what did you do today" thread) !! hahaha
F0AM, have I told you lately how much I love you? 'Cause I do. Thank you for being so sweet. I wish so much that we could hang out in real life and hold seances in the living room together lol. I seriously need a BFF like you.

If he were on this site or any other one reading what I wrote or writing about me, I might be super embarrassed. I would die if he read this, for real. LOL I doubt he feels that way about me.

I just never give up. I can't and I won't. I'm not the type of person to do that.

Today was good. I am proud of myself. I test drove the car I want to buy today and guess what? I LOVE driving it! I am going to make this happen. Tomorrow morning I am scheduling my driving test. I am conquering my 11 year old fear and my life is about to only get better from here

As always, thank you F0AM and everyone else for your undying love and support- I love you all so much.
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I didn't authorize you to use my picture on this site!...
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I didn't authorize you to use my picture on this site!...

Hahaha...WAIT WHAT?



What did SP do to you? ű.O
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Must be great being a wummin... ye get everythin' ya want when ya ask for it most of the time.
At least that's how it is in my family, where I apparently have no right to feel how I feel.

Could someone please tell me then, how am I supposed to feel when a good percentage of the time, it's me who's being disappointed and let down by those who say they love? And I phrased the question in that way, because how they treated at times is the oppose of how ya treat a person ye love.
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What did SP do to you? ű.O
Sophia.. my darling.. what have they done to YOU!!
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Insomnia sucks. I hope you get some good sleep soon, Fountain.



I have developed a fear of grocery shopping.
Or rather, a fear of what people think about me while I am grocery shopping. This is new, and very puzzling : (

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I have a confession, I stayed up the last few nights ago watching a Chinese soap called 'a Love so Beautiful' - its a puppy love type show enough to make anyone cringe- yet i couldn't stop watching it!
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I have a confession, I stayed up the last few nights ago watching a Chinese soap called 'a Love so Beautiful' - its a puppy love type show enough to make anyone cringe- yet i couldn't stop watching it!
All I can say is, thank (insert deity of choice hear) that there are lots of loves-struck, romantic movies, tv shows and books etc for us to immerse ourselves in, so we can get to "empathetically feel" what we are not able to experience for ourselves in our own lives.
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Apprehensive... and very unsure of myself in terms of my musicality. But that's me most of the time.

Been a quite productive week for me these past few days.

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I feel pretty good, crap life and no prospects notwithstanding.
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Barely slept last night. Hate that when ye want to do stuff but know ye canít cuz itís 3am ní your still wide awake. Still no fully recovery from cramming a weekís worth of gigs into 3 days. Which was poor planned, but feckiní worth it.

And Iím still laughing to myself thanks to yer another ďWhy? Eh? Whit díye mean?Ē argument between my older sister and our mother this past Friday. The comedy: the only positive thing about being part of a dysfunctional family.

Nearly got ma bedroom rejigged - a 2 year odyssey of procrastination and excuses is almost at an end. Might as well get it done while Iíve got the energy to dae it, then I can get back to focusing on my music. YESSS!!

Oh, and my oldest sister is now pestering me to join the gym again.
Or, she could just be fat shaming me due to the fact Iíve just sat on my arse, listening to music or watching the TV for the past year.
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Stress overload!

Enough is enough.
Even a painful death would be heaven, compared to this.
No human deserves this much stress.
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It's been one of the worst weeks I have had in a while.
But it's only Monday...
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Another sleepless night ahead for me...

Not cuz Iím overthinking or anything, but due to me wanting to get my bedroom rejigged and tied out before the end of the month. Which, if I keep focused, might just get done. Iíve spent a couple hours these past few days getting some old music magazines moved outta my room, by myself. As a result have been going to bed exhausted.

Not that Iím complaining about being tired, itís been good to finally have a bit more space my wee room.
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But it's only Monday...
Well, you see, it's not Monday for everyone. I worked Friday - Monday (today) which may not seem much for the 8 hours a day or less folks, but I work 12 hour shifts. We were crazy busy, my job is physical, dealing with other shitty personalities and short staffed to boot. So today is my Friday. Add that to continuously realizing that you're not worth receiving romantic love from anyone and starting your period at work with no protection, makes for a pretty shitty ****ing week.
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Well, you see, it's not Monday for everyone. I worked Friday - Monday (today) which may not seem much for the 8 hours a day or less folks, but I work 12 hour shifts. We were crazy busy, my job is physical, dealing with other shitty personalities and short staffed to boot. So today is my Friday. Add that to continuously realizing that you're not worth receiving romantic love from anyone and starting your period at work with no protection, makes for a pretty shitty ****ing week.
Coming to the conclusion that you're "not worth receiving romantic love from anyone" just from one unrequited love experience (with gym guy) is not based on enough facts to be anywhere near right, Sarah_M I for one, and I believe many of the guys in here would also totally disagree with that.

Yep, starting your monthly visit from Aunt Rosie at work unexpectedly - therefore without pre-planned protection - is a nightmare. I bet if guys got periods, there would be sanitary pad/tampon dispenser machines in all staff lunch rooms, lol
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