How are you feeling?
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theslowesthand
Banned
A large man - probably a large bowel movement.
I wonder if he washed his hands before leaving? What's the bet he did? :question:
Dat's some bad shit...
theslowesthand
Banned
Oh yes, that certainly goes for me.
Hot_Tamale
Well-known member
Nature abhors a vacuum. If there is nothing good in your life it will be filled with something good eventually I bet. Never give up hope.
Graeme1988
Hie yer hence from me heath!
Like life is going at such a pace that I barely have time to properly appreciate it. :sad: Does that make me seem like an ungrateful effin' knob-end? :idontknow:
Graeme1988
Hie yer hence from me heath!
theslowesthand
Banned
Thankfully (i think), I wouldn't know what life going fast feels like, as i cannot handle any change at all, so my life has always been lived in the "slow lane" (more like the road verge actually). So even though my life is slow, i don't feel like i appreciate it; but that could be due to my constant worrying/anxiety/restlessness - so there's never really a "quiet moment" in which to contemplate life.
FountainandFairfax
in a VAN down by the RIVER
I haven't been able to get anything off the ground creatively speaking in a few weeks.
I desperately need a muse.
I desperately need a muse.
Graeme1988
Hie yer hence from me heath!
It's a right b@$%@*^, so it is. So, I envy you in these sense that your life not as chaotic as mine. But then, I'm having to make up for those around me being quite immature and incredibly lazy at times.
Possibly? :question: :idontknow: I guess when yer constantly worry about stuff ye don't really have time quietly reflect on things. Though, I'm not really appreciating my life as much as I should, y'know? Don't know if I try to do too much, or go to too many things, like concerts and comedy shows? But then my life would be pretty empty if I didn't get out the house once in a while, despite my anxiety.
What are you try to create, exactly? Since, if you can get that goal of what you intend to do defined, then you can start searching for a muse (inspiration). A mission statement, if ye will.
I've kinda manage to get my creativity going in the past few days. Though, writers block has suddenly stuck, and I'm at a loss as to how I should progress with this original song I'm trying to compose. :thinking:
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FountainandFairfax
in a VAN down by the RIVER
Thanks Graeme, I mostly do fantasy/horror type stuff in Photoshop and 3D, nothing special.
I'm just being a turd right now, it'll pass.
As far as song writing goes, good luck. I've scribbled a little poetry here and there over the years, but composing songs completely baffles me.
It's an art unto itself. :kickingmyself:
defiance
Well-known member
The blueprint to my, almost, everyday life.
1. Wake up and be greeted by an indescribable amount of pain and misery.
2. After phase one lasts for about 4-7 hours, I then move onto feeling completely numb.
3. A combination of 1 and 2 then brings about an insane urge to end my life by any means.
4. Remember all the things that I should do but I can't do and feel like the biggest waste
of life
5. Go to sleep as this is the closest thing I get to numbing the pain.
I have tried for years to get control of these things but these demons are so powerful that they let you know everyday that they are the ones in charge of your life and not the other way around.:crying:
1. Wake up and be greeted by an indescribable amount of pain and misery.
2. After phase one lasts for about 4-7 hours, I then move onto feeling completely numb.
3. A combination of 1 and 2 then brings about an insane urge to end my life by any means.
4. Remember all the things that I should do but I can't do and feel like the biggest waste
of life
5. Go to sleep as this is the closest thing I get to numbing the pain.
I have tried for years to get control of these things but these demons are so powerful that they let you know everyday that they are the ones in charge of your life and not the other way around.:crying:
justlittleoldme
New member
Is this website even active??
I'm extremely PO'd that I introduced myself, experiences & quest for resources in an extensive post. Only to be prompted that I didn't have permission???
Could some human please respond? I haven't received any response when I contacted "Contact" button.
VERY VERY upset ince I thought I could get some help.
I'm extremely PO'd that I introduced myself, experiences & quest for resources in an extensive post. Only to be prompted that I didn't have permission???
Could some human please respond? I haven't received any response when I contacted "Contact" button.
VERY VERY upset ince I thought I could get some help.
GraybeardGhost
Well-known member
Did you perhaps include a link in your post? I believe new members are prevented from doing so in an effort to reduce spam on the site. I had the same thing happen when I was new. Maybe one of the mods could take a look?
Meanwhile, welcome to the forum!
Graeme1988
Hie yer hence from me heath!
Thanks Graeme, I mostly do fantasy/horror type stuff in Photoshop and 3D, nothing special.
I'm just being a turd right now, it'll pass.
Sound pretty cool, actually. I'm not that skilled when it comes to Photoshop, myself.
So, you make 3D models? Or am I way off in that assumption?
Thanks. :thumbup:
Oh, crumbs no! I'm not even going to attempt singing or writing lyrics. Keeping the instrumental music side of composing only. Though, I'm equally baffled by how ye write a song. Just going off what sounds good to me for the most part, really. But I'm struggling to come up with a smooth transition from the intro, to what would be the verse section.
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Graeme1988
Hie yer hence from me heath!
Hiya, welcome to the forum. :greeting:
theslowesthand
Banned
I've always maintained that the first step to (possibly) overcoming one's problems/demons/etc is ACKNOWLEDGEMENT (you seem able to acknowledge that the issues or bad feelings are there).
The next step is to NAME them (you gotta name it to claim it). Perhaps write them down, whenever they occur.
FountainandFairfax
in a VAN down by the RIVER
Nah, I've tried working with Blender and Z-Brush, but I'm way too lazy to make my own figures. I mostly use the ones that are already made by people who aren't the creative equivalent of a sloth swimming in a tar pit.
Oh, crumbs no! I'm not even going to attempt singing or writing lyrics. Keeping the instrumental music side of composing only. Though, I'm equally baffled by how ye write a song. Just going off what sounds good to me for the most part, really. But I'm struggling to come up with a smooth transition from the intro, to what would be the verse section.
I hear you. Are there other musicians you can collaborate with, or are you a one-man-band?
defiance
Well-known member
Unfortunately using methods like these haven't helped me in the past. Maybe that's why I am willing to give alcohol, in moderation, another go.
theslowesthand
Banned
That's a shame .. as to find a name
Well it's the name of the game
It is the foremost aim
Another thing is to try find the thoughts to blame
As for alcohol, good choice, it's a big :thumbup:
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