How are you feeling?
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LoyalXenite
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Alone and Lost.
My marriage has broken up before i even got to walk down the aisle.
My marriage has broken up before i even got to walk down the aisle.
Phoenixx
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^ :sad: Oh no, I'm so sorry.
I just woke up still feeling pretty tired and with a headache. I thought I got a good amount of sleep, but I think this is just a result from the stupid heat wave this week. This morning is SO much more relieving than it has been, it's actually breezy and cool and I think it's only supposed to be 80-something degrees today. I hope it rains too.
I just woke up still feeling pretty tired and with a headache. I thought I got a good amount of sleep, but I think this is just a result from the stupid heat wave this week. This morning is SO much more relieving than it has been, it's actually breezy and cool and I think it's only supposed to be 80-something degrees today. I hope it rains too.
BlueDays
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omg Loyal :sad: That sounds terrible.
If you need to talk you can PM me. ((Hugs))
I am feeling extremely empty. I cried in public today. Very embarrassing. Could not stop it from happening, I hate that.:kickingmyself:
Trishanku
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I feel like I'm drugged sometimes. Tired and dull all day, I remember it was actually from 2007 onwards that I began to feel like being drugged. Low energy, Kind of druken eyes, feeling drowsy, No interest in sports, I somehow managed to sit for lectures during my college days, I could no longer pay attention to what the professor was saying. I really lost interest in studies, But I somehow managed to complete it. I felt sick of being in a classroom.
Has anyone experienced this sort of a thing. Like you noticed that change in your energy levels and which persists? I didnt go for my evening workouts(running) yesterday and Today. When ever I drive, I feel very tired and feel very stressed out because of my peripheral vision and staring issue. Its like they draw most of my energy. at one time today while driving through a curve I lost my focus and the vehicel ran off tarmac and It was a loud 'thud!' the left two wheels of the car was on gravel and the suspensions took a hit. My dad was sitting beside me and my mom was woken up and she was like Oh,God!
I struggle quite a bit, driving a car these days. I usually drive slow and smooth like no sudden accelaration or no zipping through traffic. I try to relax and drive carefuly but sometimes I kind of like zone out.
Has anyone experienced this sort of a thing. Like you noticed that change in your energy levels and which persists? I didnt go for my evening workouts(running) yesterday and Today. When ever I drive, I feel very tired and feel very stressed out because of my peripheral vision and staring issue. Its like they draw most of my energy. at one time today while driving through a curve I lost my focus and the vehicel ran off tarmac and It was a loud 'thud!' the left two wheels of the car was on gravel and the suspensions took a hit. My dad was sitting beside me and my mom was woken up and she was like Oh,God!
I struggle quite a bit, driving a car these days. I usually drive slow and smooth like no sudden accelaration or no zipping through traffic. I try to relax and drive carefuly but sometimes I kind of like zone out.
Graeme1988
Hie yer hence from me heath!
:sad: F**k...! Loyal, that's heartbreakin'... eh, sorry! Ah don't know what else tae say... :idontknow:
Me too. But then, ah didnae get much sleep last night - it's too effin' warrrm! So am in a less than happy cheerful mood the day. :sad:
Srijita52
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^I can relate, maybe doing something you like can help lift up the mood a bit? I hope you get some rest too. I'm going to try and get some sleep now.
I'm really sorry Loyal, I'm also here if you ever want to talk. Hang in there.
anomicdeer
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I knew my bf was going to tell his family that I got a job. And then he comes back saying mess about me making sure I smile and speak loud enough.
You know, if I didn't do that in the first effing place, they most likely wouldn't have wanted to hire me! Shut up and stop criticizing people. I ****ing hate this. I know when I'm not around that is what they say about me. When I told him this a week ago he didn't even go at me saying anything about my job or how I should act. Yet after he went out with them he is saying this stuff.
You know, if I didn't do that in the first effing place, they most likely wouldn't have wanted to hire me! Shut up and stop criticizing people. I ****ing hate this. I know when I'm not around that is what they say about me. When I told him this a week ago he didn't even go at me saying anything about my job or how I should act. Yet after he went out with them he is saying this stuff.
Lou-s-Darkness
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Crap.
Just want to get away from family. I can't get a ****ing job...The only friend I have I see her like maybe no more than 5 times a year...I'm just caged in a type of hell and have become absolutely hopeless. Life's horrible; I wish things were just different.
Just want to get away from family. I can't get a ****ing job...The only friend I have I see her like maybe no more than 5 times a year...I'm just caged in a type of hell and have become absolutely hopeless. Life's horrible; I wish things were just different.
nightcrawler
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Well today I went to my best mate's wedding. I usually hate things like weddings, funerals etc, but it actually went well. I handled myself quite confidently, and had no major blushing episodes (I can sometimes go red easily). I even spoke to a few people (which I initiated) who I didn't know. So, the wedding is now over and I'm back home. I should feel happy with how the day went and that it's finally over with...so why do I feel like shit? Since getting home I've spent an hour just lying there mulling over the day's events, and have this strange feeling of emptiness inside of me. I don't know why 
Maybe my mind is still processing everything and hopefully when I get up tomorrow I'll feel a lot happier with myself.
Maybe my mind is still processing everything and hopefully when I get up tomorrow I'll feel a lot happier with myself.
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Opaline
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Something just seems off with my body lately. Sometimes my allergies (especially combined with the heat it seems?) make me feel tired throughout the day even if I've slept 7-9 hours; this is called allergy fatigue syndrome, where the blockage disrupts your breathing, causing you to only sleep shallowly and not get a full deep sleep.
However... this has been happening almost every day for the past week now, combined with an unusual craving for carbs and a feeling like my head and neck are too heavy and stiff and like I can't take deep enough breaths. I've been getting a lot of mild migraines, have no energy, feel spaced out and "out of it". I can't even go to the doctor yet (my own fault). I hope it passes and isn't something serious. It's really bothering me though, I have no energy to do anything and my diet is taking a turn for the worse.
However... this has been happening almost every day for the past week now, combined with an unusual craving for carbs and a feeling like my head and neck are too heavy and stiff and like I can't take deep enough breaths. I've been getting a lot of mild migraines, have no energy, feel spaced out and "out of it". I can't even go to the doctor yet (my own fault). I hope it passes and isn't something serious. It's really bothering me though, I have no energy to do anything and my diet is taking a turn for the worse.
BlueDays
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Those symptoms sound like you could be pregnant!?
Is that a possibility for you Opal? :thinking:
MikeyC
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Maybe it's because you had such a good time and put yourself out there socially, and now you're alone again with an idle mind, so it reverts back to your default feelings.Well today I went to my best mate's wedding. I usually hate things like weddings, funerals etc, but it actually went well. I handled myself quite confidently, and had no major blushing episodes (I can sometimes go red easily). I even spoke to a few people (which I initiated) who I didn't know. So, the wedding is now over and I'm back home. I should feel happy with how the day went and that it's finally over with...so why do I feel like shit? Since getting home I've spent an hour just lying there mulling over the day's events, and have this strange feeling of emptiness inside of me. I don't know why
You should be proud of yourself for taking those risks.
Give yourself credit!Me too. One of the reasons i'm so scared of driving is I might get into an accident and injure somebody! I have days where I was raging and driving and it's very scary! I had to stop at some place and yell myself out. As for my studies, I am also tired of being in school. Sitting in a classroom and listening to a professor lecture scares me. I was even afraid to drink water in class. The classroom makes me sick.
Feeling angry. I think my boss has dementia. I am no stranger to this illness. My mom has dementia and now I have to deal with my boss. I hope I can get a break from this.
My boss asked me if it is possible to "put Google Sites into Google Drive." I am not kidding. Now he's trying to make me contact a company who I've already contacted before! He does this with volunteers too.
I am trying very hard not to judge people here. I'm going to stay away from email tomorrow and not answer my boss. Plus Sunday is my off day and I need a break. Plus I think the other volunteers didn't like him. He accuses them of things that are not even true. I think they realize something's wrong. Ok, I should feel empathy and maybe sympathy for him, because he seems to exhibit signs of dementia, but I don't want to be used like a slave to do things for him.
My boss asked me if it is possible to "put Google Sites into Google Drive." I am not kidding. Now he's trying to make me contact a company who I've already contacted before! He does this with volunteers too.
I am trying very hard not to judge people here. I'm going to stay away from email tomorrow and not answer my boss. Plus Sunday is my off day and I need a break. Plus I think the other volunteers didn't like him. He accuses them of things that are not even true. I think they realize something's wrong. Ok, I should feel empathy and maybe sympathy for him, because he seems to exhibit signs of dementia, but I don't want to be used like a slave to do things for him.
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nightcrawler
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Maybe it's because you had such a good time and put yourself out there socially, and now you're alone again with an idle mind, so it reverts back to your default feelings.
You should be proud of yourself for taking those risks.
I think you probably hit the nail on the head there. Thanks for replying.
Opaline
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I'm so relieved I could cry. Last night, idiot that I am, I was drinking a cup of chamomile tea right near my computer (luckily without milk or sugar), even sometimes briefly resting the mug on my keyboard. I know, I was basically tempting fate and well... I got a scare. Spilled some on my keyboard and the computer screen went blank and then the whole thing shut off and would not turn on the rest of the night and wouldn't charge. I kept it open and upside down overnight to dry, and got up early this morning hoping against hope it would turn on...
Thank goodness, it did. I just hope there's nothing wrong it in the future because of this. NEVER having liquid within five feet of it ever again
Thank goodness, it did. I just hope there's nothing wrong it in the future because of this. NEVER having liquid within five feet of it ever again
springk
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I'm so relieved I could cry. Last night, idiot that I am, I was drinking a cup of chamomile tea right near my computer (luckily without milk or sugar), even sometimes briefly resting the mug on my keyboard. I know, I was basically tempting fate and well... I got a scare. Spilled some on my keyboard and the computer screen went blank and then the whole thing shut off and would not turn on the rest of the night and wouldn't charge. I kept it open and upside down overnight to dry, and got up early this morning hoping against hope it would turn on...
Thank goodness, it did. I just hope there's nothing wrong it in the future because of this. NEVER having liquid within five feet of it ever again
It is good it didnt damaged the computer..
springk
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All alone. Hate being alone which i am always. I have practically no one to talk to ..what i really feel. So what should i do ..ahh..dont want this feeling ..of being surrounded by silence in the whole house and what i want is just a human being who would talk to me what i want to talk.
I am tired of talking to myself.
It is like i think all the time.
I am tired of talking to myself.
It is like i think all the time.