How are you feeling?

[Srijita52]

Frustrated. I'm slipping into the "I don't really give a crap about school anymore" mood. I'm just tired. Tired of books, tired of projects, tired of classes (and I haven't even started my other 3 yet), and tired of homework that I don't understand and can't seem to get the help for. I kind of just feel like smashing my head through a wall because I feel stuck. I know I just had a 4-day break, but it really didn't feel like a break. I enjoyed myself for the most part, but I feel like I wasted almost half of it still doing homework. Right now I wish I had the free time to just draw, drive more so I can hurry up and get my license, get back into reading because my books are calling me, and actually hang out with a certain friend for once. We've both been busy and we haven't seen each other in over a month. Go figure, the time I want to actually try and have a bit of a life I can't seem to do it.

Back to doing homework I guess.

Yeah, I can definitely relate to that. I'm feeling the same here. But I hope you get some time to relax after doing homework.

 

[Graeme1988]

Angry. My oldest sister seems to think she has the right to say what I can and can't do, or in this case, actually read? Aye, you read that right. And my first thought was, and sincere apologies for the language, "Sorry, sis, but you and yer f#*kin' holier than thou mentality can f#*k the f#*k right off". I mean, it's a book, for f#*k sake.

Sorry, apologies, rant over. I know, I shouldn't really get so pissed off about something so trivial. But I just hate how my family seem to think they know me better than I know myself, and thus believe that they seem to know what's best all the time.

 

[Srijita52]

^Your sister sounds really controlling. Sorry you had to go through that.

 

[TheWickedOne]

Not annoyed but not happy either. Why do people call me when I hate being on the phone?

 

[superfluouslyme]

I had a good cry last night. I needed it.

 

[WeirdyMcGee]

feel terrible. no particular reason.

 

[Graeme1988]

^Your sister sounds really controlling. Sorry you had to go through that.

Aye, she is. She's my step sister, technically. But she's always been like that, though - a bit domineering - according to my mum. So, ironically, she just like my dad, in that way.

 

[Invisibleman]

I have a lump on my shoulder thats not supposed to be there and im kind of afraid

 

[MikeyC]

What's wrong Mikey? Sorry you're having a bad day, if you want to talk I'll be here.

Thanks, Srijita. Just a whole bunch of little things which all started with leaving my swipe card at home when I arrived at work. I also didn't get paid my full hours so that upsets me.

Angry at myself, I don't know why I'm always so irresponsible.....

What happened? ::

Frustrated. I'm slipping into the "I don't really give a crap about school anymore" mood. I'm just tired. Tired of books, tired of projects, tired of classes (and I haven't even started my other 3 yet), and tired of homework that I don't understand and can't seem to get the help for. I kind of just feel like smashing my head through a wall because I feel stuck. I know I just had a 4-day break, but it really didn't feel like a break. I enjoyed myself for the most part, but I feel like I wasted almost half of it still doing homework. Right now I wish I had the free time to just draw, drive more so I can hurry up and get my license, get back into reading because my books are calling me, and actually hang out with a certain friend for once. We've both been busy and we haven't seen each other in over a month. Go figure, the time I want to actually try and have a bit of a life I can't seem to do it.

Back to doing homework I guess.

If you're doing a big course, it's going to take up a lot of your time. Sorry you don't have time for the things you want to do but I guess that is the life of a college (right?) student. I hope you get to find time for the things you want to do.

Having those apathetic feelings for school work is something I went through at the back end of high school. I hope you don't go down my paved path, because I ended my schooling on a whimper instead of a bang. You have the smarts to go much further than me - if you haven't already - so I would love for you to get your motivation back and destroy the course!

I had a good cry last night. I needed it.

I hope you're okay. Crying is a good release of emotion if you need it and I hope it helped with whatever made you sad.

feel terrible. no particular reason.

That sucks, Weirdy. You know I'm here to chat if you want to.

I have a lump on my shoulder thats not supposed to be there and im kind of afraid

I had a lump on my shoulder for years and years. It didn't hurt at all. Basically it was just a blocked pore that grew over the years and I just neglected it until it got big and I realised I needed to get it cut off.

What's funny is that the doctor said, "unfortunately it's going to leave a scar." I replied with, "a scar? Cool!" Haha.

 

[jonas89]

Not very well,, my back is killing me,, probably just part of getting so old I guess :/

 

[BlueDays]

I have had a bad day myself with a lot of little things not going right. I was going to vent a little bit but Meghan's situation is a lot worse so I'll raincheck it for now.

Sorry that you had things not going right all day Mikey. Things going wrong one after the other can wear you down, I know.
I also have the same problem when I need to vent in here but read other users problems and feel I should not vent when others are going through seemingly worse problems. That sucks because this is the only place I can vent :/
I guess it has something to do with my low self-esteem problem, like I am not as worthy as others to post the details of my problems. So when I do, I find I keep it really short, so as not to "bother" other users too much :s

I have to go to the Dentist soon for a filling. I hate getting that needle they stick in your gum!::

 

[MikeyC]

Sorry that you had things not going right all day Mikey. Things going wrong one after the other can wear you down, I know.

Yeah, it was bad and the problems are continuing today. Luckily my workmate made me laugh this morning so that was something good to temporarily relieve me of issues.

I guess it has something to do with my low self-esteem problem, like I am not as worthy as others to post the details of my problems. So when I do, I find I keep it really short, so as not to "bother" other users too much :s

You're not bothering anybody in here, I can assure you of that. If you feel like you are, you're more than welcome to contact me privately.

I have to go to the Dentist soon for a filling. I hate getting that needle they stick in your gum!::

Ouch! Good luck with the dentist. I hope it's not as bad as you think.

 

[coyote]

...I also have the same problem when I need to vent in here but read other users problems and feel I should not vent when others are going through seemingly worse problems. That sucks because this is the only place I can vent :/
I guess it has something to do with my low self-esteem problem, like I am not as worthy as others to post the details of my problems. So when I do, I find I keep it really short, so as not to "bother" other users too much...

you have as much right to vent as the rest of us

let me know if you ever want to talk in private

 

[BlueDays]

You're not bothering anybody in here, I can assure you of that. If you feel like you are, you're more than welcome to contact me privately.

you have as much right to vent as the rest of us

let me know if you ever want to talk in private

Thanks both of you. you guys are gold!

 

[Arthur_Dent]

Hapless, helpless, hopeless (I think I've posted this lovely combination before ).

 

[BlueDays]

Hapless, helpless, hopeless (I think I've posted this lovely combination before ).

That does not sound like a good combination to have to put up with Mr Dent.:: I hope these bad feelings don't last too long for you. ((Hugs))

 

[MikeyC]

Thanks both of you. you guys are gold!

I'm merely gold-plated.

Well, I'm kind of pissed off because of another forum I post on, and I was already not in the best mood, so this is not a good combination. I am going drumming lessons in about 10 minutes, and I've practiced none in the last week, then to work, then to a 21st thing which I'm going to hate, I know it. I'm not looking forward to it or the forced socialising. Flashbacks of Australia Day keep appearing.

Time to face it all.

 

[BlueDays]

I'm merely gold-plated.

Well, I'm kind of pissed off because of another forum I post on, and I was already not in the best mood, so this is not a good combination. I am going drumming lessons in about 10 minutes, and I've practiced none in the last week, then to work, then to a 21st thing which I'm going to hate, I know it. I'm not looking forward to it or the forced socialising. Flashbacks of Australia Day keep appearing.

Time to face it all.

Whoa, not a great 24 hours facing you:: Hang in there, it will eventually be over. Can you hide in a corner for most of the 21st party thing? I'll cross my fingers that you don't have to put up with too much of the pointless small talk you said you can't stand. Good luck.

 

[this_portrait]

I'm bored right now. I've actually been bored for the past few hours now. Most of those hours were spent reading a magazine (my homework was pretty light today). Having someone to talk to would be nice; it would certainly help kill time until I have to take a shower and go to bed.

 

[Shyangel]

I'm merely gold-plated.

Well, I'm kind of pissed off because of another forum I post on, and I was already not in the best mood, so this is not a good combination. I am going drumming lessons in about 10 minutes, and I've practiced none in the last week, then to work, then to a 21st thing which I'm going to hate, I know it. I'm not looking forward to it or the forced socialising. Flashbacks of Australia Day keep appearing.

Time to face it all.

I'm sorry your having such a rough day, Mikey.::
I can understand the frustration with being subjected to activities and socialization against your will. I find those situations painful. I feel for you. Just try and keep a good spirit about it, and maybe things will go better then planned.

I hope you feel better soon, Mikey.