How are you feeling?

MrJones

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Thanks guys, I don't really know what it is... I think I have an idea but I don't even know if it's good or bad...
 

MikeyC

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anxious. I have a lot to do. I have an english essay to do that's getting blocked. i want to finish it but i'm having a lot of trouble doing it. then there's my human sexuality essay that i finished buy i don't really like, and would like to edit it but I'm so anxious about doing it I haven't yet. then i need to complete my common application and apply to colleges. there are so many blocks on this (calls to make, essays to write, forms to fill out) that I don't know where to begin. stresssssssssssssed.
Human sexuality essay? Wow, that's certainly a new one! Good luck with everything, mate. Sounds like you've definitely got your work cut out for you.
 

MikeyC

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It's one of those days where I hate being in college and just wish that my character could've turned out completely different.
At least you're in college - can't say the same for myself.

However, I know the days you're talking about. Hang in there, my friend. :)
 
lonely.::(:

(as usual)

I hear my neighbors having fun with their friends visiting them. That just magnifies the feeling of how pathetic my life is.
Yet I still can't muster the courage to go out and join a hobby club or anything to change it. :s
 

DeadmanWalking

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At least you're in college - can't say the same for myself.
You may not be in college, but you're doing something with your life. That's something to be proud of! Do you wish to go to college one day?
lonely.::(:

(as usual)

I hear my neighbors having fun with their friends visiting them. That just magnifies the feeling of how pathetic my life is.
Yet I still can't muster the courage to go out and join a hobby club or anthing to change it. :s

Then, rely on another emotion to get you to go. Think about how miserable you're feeling right now and use that as a drive to do what you want to. Your life isn't pathetic because you don't have friends. So, place one foot in front of the other and walk to your destination.
 

MikeyC

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lonely.::(:

(as usual)

I hear my neighbors having fun with their friends visiting them. That just magnifies the feeling of how pathetic my life is.
Yet I still can't muster the courage to go out and join a hobby club or anything to change it. :s
That sucks, BlueDays. I don't think you're pathetic.

If I didn't live 30 hours away by car I'd come visit you and we could hang out.

You may not be in college, but you're doing something with your life. That's something to be proud of! Do you wish to go to college one day?
I wouldn't mind, but 1) I can't afford it and probably never will, and 2) I'm unsure what I want to do there. Simply too indecisive.

I'm actually not really doing anything with my life, despite what you believe, haha!
 

DeadmanWalking

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I wouldn't mind, but 1) I can't afford it and probably never will, and 2) I'm unsure what I want to do there. Simply too indecisive.

I'm actually not really doing anything with my life, despite what you believe, haha!

Sure you will, if you want to. Just use your money wisely and invest and you'll have enough money sooner than you think. As for what you want to do, that's alright, some people don't know what they're going to do once they go to college either. That's why you try out different classes and see what you like.

You're going out and playing music. You're doing something. Why don't you shoot for a career as a performer or a music group?
 

MikeyC

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Sure you will, if you want to. Just use your money wisely and invest and you'll have enough money sooner than you think. As for what you want to do, that's alright, some people don't know what they're going to do once they go to college either. That's why you try out different classes and see what you like.

You're going out and playing music. You're doing something. Why don't you shoot for a career as a performer or a music group?
I am very bad with money, and I generally can't save that much. At the moment I have to try and get some money together for Wednesday so I can record some of the songs we've been working on. Car registration is due next month, and I haven't bought anyone anything for Christmas! That's not including my car loan payments and therapy sessions, which is a nice new expenditure.

I need to marry a sugarmummy. ::p:

Yeah, there's a lot of people that don't really know what they're doing and just pick different subjects to study. I'm 25 now so I'd have to go in as a mature-age student, which requires new guidelines. Not quite sure what that entails.

It'd be awesome to make lots of money with our band and be like Metallica, but that's hyper-unlikely. Not a lot of money in the music business, for sure. It's a good dream, though. :)
 

Invisibleman

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Damn I feel lonely. Im home alone,my parents wont be home for a while. Looking on facebook and seeing nothing but statuses about parties and that. *sigh* ::(:
 

Apersonalan

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I feel like I'm in zen for some reason right now. There's even this person who keeps annoying me constantly but I just end up laughing at him. I feel no one is above me and think they're just another clone, seen it all y'know. I'm also excited for some reason because the knowledge I have and what I have now is far better than before and I've got big plans for the future too even if they're (forcefully) just for myself.
 
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