How are you feeling?

Pretty good. Ugh,just anxious again...sometimes I don't even know why I feel the way I do, but I do. That's the difficult bit, figuring out exactly what you feel and why.
 
I got exactly 0.0 hours of sleep last night. The panic I was feeling yesterday has abated, but now I'm just filled with anger and dread and sadness and a massive headache. I think I'll be cancelling my therapist appointment for the day. I don't think I could make it there in one piece.
 

KiaKaha

Banned
11 years ago, I did something very stupid. I committed a crime...it was the only time that I have broken the law. Now, my future is being affected by it. I cant seem to find work or get accepted into any training programs because of my criminal record. I have to declare myself every time.
I will probably end up homeless.
 

coyote

Well-known member
11 years ago, I did something very stupid. I committed a crime...it was the only time that I have broken the law. Now, my future is being affected by it. I cant seem to find work or get accepted into any training programs because of my criminal record. I have to declare myself every time.
I will probably end up homeless.

there's always the French Foreign Legion
 

Quiet Angel

Well-known member
Extremely fatigued. I'm taking a new medication to help with my social anxiety and panic attacks. (paxil). I'm not entirely sure if it's working yet because it hasn't come into effect. I have little energy and it's a chore to do anything, including using the computer.

Yawn...

Been taking multiple naps per day. I'm hoping my anxiety improves by the time I move out into a dorm and meet my room-mate; which I'm a little nervous about.
 
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userremoved

Guest
I just humiliated myself in front of my biology class. For some reason in lab I was the only one that couldnt make my own dichotomous tree and couldnt even finish the lab. Not only did I get called out in front of everyone but the teacher made the comment "if anyone doesn't understand this feel free to stay behind. Dont worry I dont think anyone will be looking." And then looks at me saying "Jr stay behind after lab and I'll explain it to you". The she proceeded to talk to me like I was mentally handicapped while showing me what to do. I broke down and started sobbing in front of her. A grown man crying like that. Not only did I make myself out to be a moron but Im also a cry baby. I dont see myself coming back from this. I already had very little pride in myself as it was but I thought I at least had my mind to be proud of. Now I have nothing.
 
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