How are you feeling?

I have an appointment with my therapist tomorrow, so naturally I can't sleep tonight. :\

I aint got the words to describe how I feel. :🙁: 😠 :🙁:

Pretty good. Ugh,just anxious again...sometimes I don't even know why I feel the way I do, but I do. That's the difficult bit, figuring out exactly what you feel and why.

I feel left out in real and here.

Why in here? Don't feel left out. Let me know if you want to talk.

I got exactly 0.0 hours of sleep last night. The panic I was feeling yesterday has abated, but now I'm just filled with anger and dread and sadness and a massive headache. I think I'll be cancelling my therapist appointment for the day. I don't think I could make it there in one piece.

11 years ago, I did something very stupid. I committed a crime...it was the only time that I have broken the law. Now, my future is being affected by it. I cant seem to find work or get accepted into any training programs because of my criminal record. I have to declare myself every time.
I will probably end up homeless.

People drive me nuts:😮:

I'm
Lonely
Depressed
Worthless
Stupid

simpsons2007 said: ↑

I'm
Lonely
Depressed
Worthless
Stupid

You are not Worthless and Stupid and you're not Lonely when you're here.Hope you feel better 😀

angel13 said: ↑

People drive me nuts:😮:

They drive me nuts too and I'm sure i drive many people nuts.

Strangely lonesome and melancholy, and surprisingly music isn't helping.

Eh. It'll pass.

😎

ShyKiwi said: ↑

11 years ago, I did something very stupid. I committed a crime...it was the only time that I have broken the law. Now, my future is being affected by it. I cant seem to find work or get accepted into any training programs because of my criminal record. I have to declare myself every time.
I will probably end up homeless.

there's always the French Foreign Legion

Like s**t. But that's the way I usually feel. I just can't shake the thoughts that I'm gonna die alone.

I feel like ****.

Anxious and Awkward. Sat outside my daughters dojo with all the other parents, typing on here on my mobile phone so nobody speaks to me.

Pissed. Lonely. The usual, I guess.

Extremely fatigued. I'm taking a new medication to help with my social anxiety and panic attacks. (paxil). I'm not entirely sure if it's working yet because it hasn't come into effect. I have little energy and it's a chore to do anything, including using the computer.

Yawn...

Been taking multiple naps per day. I'm hoping my anxiety improves by the time I move out into a dorm and meet my room-mate; which I'm a little nervous about.

I just humiliated myself in front of my biology class. For some reason in lab I was the only one that couldnt make my own dichotomous tree and couldnt even finish the lab. Not only did I get called out in front of everyone but the teacher made the comment "if anyone doesn't understand this feel free to stay behind. Dont worry I dont think anyone will be looking." And then looks at me saying "Jr stay behind after lab and I'll explain it to you". The she proceeded to talk to me like I was mentally handicapped while showing me what to do. I broke down and started sobbing in front of her. A grown man crying like that. Not only did I make myself out to be a moron but Im also a cry baby. I dont see myself coming back from this. I already had very little pride in myself as it was but I thought I at least had my mind to be proud of. Now I have nothing.

Well , you have us !

I know how it feels to be extremely emotional , that's me .