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Beatrice

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Patrick26 said:
My teeth are crooked

I smell of BO if i don't put underarm on

my fingers are medium sized

My hand is medium sized

My mouth is small

I have brown spots on both arms (around 6 on each)

I got hairy hands and fingers

I got hair on my armpitts (not anymore)

I have no hair

I'm overweight (220 lbls and 5'10 so not that much compared to what you see out there every day all day)

I have red spots on my cheeks (no idea what it is...makes me look worse having it there, no it's not acne i have never had that)
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Heh, thanks for posting that. I didn't expect anyone to post theirs, I was just ranting, but that was kind of cool :D


On a separate note..... I'M SO FREAKING ANGRY RIGHT NOW. Just sick to death of my family and society and myself. Today when I told my grandfather I got the job I applied to, he said, "Good girl," and "Save your money. I know there are a million things you want to buy but you need to save for school." As if I don't know that!!!! And GOOD GIRL??? REALLY???? Why is he so patronizing??? I'm 20 years old, not 13! LEAVE ME ALONE!

I just don't know what to do. So angry. So freaking angry. Where do I channel all this rage? I want to scream. I hate the losers who have put me down, I hate the people who treat me like crap, I hate that no one really knows about SA and they don't understand. I can't help but get bitter because I hold so much inside. And then they wonder why I'm being so "cold" to them. THINK ABOUT IT. Think about how you are toward me, when I HAVE made it clear I want to be treated like an adult and not a child!

Eff off. Seriously. I hate you all.

Leave me alone.
 
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Patrick26

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Buy some painting supplies and a sheet of paper and take your anger out on that. It works for some people. It's the painting where you use the brush and you thrash madly at the paper and once your anger is gone you look at what you did. Some find it beautiful.
 
BlueDays

BlueDays

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I am sooooooo tired.
Why does depression make your brain soooooo tired?
I don't have insomnia at the moment so why do I feel like I am about to fall asleep all day long?:confused:


zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz...
 
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My eyes are too small.
I have chicken legs.
My feet are huge.
I have stretch marks.
I'm pale.
My eyes have dark bags.
I'm pudgy.
I hate my hair.
My teeth are yellow and crooked.
My toes always look dirty.
I have acne.
& I have hair moles on my face and hands, which hurt really bad to pluck.


thought I would join in.
I used to have a really nice body, and was very tan. Did my make up and hair nice everyday.
Since I stopped that, when I see a really hot guy, I feel unworthy of being in his presence. I hate society

anyway, my throat is dry, and I want a rootbeer float, but we don't have any rootbeer
 
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Patrick26

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BlueDays said:
I take multi-vitamins regularly and try to have 6-8 glasses of water a day. I have tried everything I know, but the tiredness still persists. Thanks for the suggestions though:)
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Daily excercise? a good consistent sleeping pattern? i'm not an expert, just things i have picked up along the way.
 
BlueDays

BlueDays

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Patrick26 said:
Daily excercise? a good consistent sleeping pattern? i'm not an expert, just things i have picked up along the way.
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I am aware of the benefits of exercise, but thats the catch 22 situation of it though. A person is so tired/exhausted that they have not got the energy to start an exercise etc.
Starting some exercise right now seems like climbing Mt Everest to me.::(:
 
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Patrick26

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BlueDays said:
I am aware of the benefits of exercise, but thats the catch 22 situation of it though. A person is so tired/exhausted that they have not got the energy to start an exercise etc.
Starting some exercise right now seems like climbing Mt Everest to me.::(:
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Well, there is only 1 thing that works for me when i'm drained. I drink a 5 hour energy and within 5 minutes i'm all awake but they are not cheap and not that good for you.
 
Deus_Ex_Lemur

Deus_Ex_Lemur

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Sorry to break up this back and forth... =D

Bittersweet. Last final today, screening of projects. That went well. Had a decent social encounter... but... Saturday commencement and just sad. To go. Just when I was enjoying school again. Change just feels too slow sometimes.
 
Falkor

Falkor

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Good, creating a video about SA. :) a new blog, I'm kinda hesitating though if it is fun to watch ::p: but I think I will upload it soon :]
 
IGotSeoul

IGotSeoul

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coyote said:
EXACTLY - people have been doing the same thing for far longer than Facebook has been around

they only present to the rest of the world the 10% of their lives that they're actually happy with

because they think that if everything looks ok on the outside - then it is ok

you have no idea how many people who look so happy and with it are really miserable behind closed doors
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well put.

on topic, substandard.
 
Falkor

Falkor

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feeling adrenalinious like hell, is that a word? :eek: damn I feel so much anxiety coming up outta nowhere o_O but I'm not feeling negative, though it still s*cks ::p:
 
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