How are you feeling?
- Thread starter Remus
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I'm not looking to date anyone right now, i'm mostly looking for friendship on there, and when i was looking i did send those messages out. But some were just "lol i like your profile" or "Nice hat" or w/e. Here is my profile if you wanna see, i change it at times to look different but here is what i wanted it to look like this time.
Patrick266 Camping, Video Games, Movies, Music, Pets, Wo
Perhaps i'll try your approach of saying i have SA. I normally just said "i am not a social butterfly" instead of "i have SA". I really hate excuses, like HATE them which is why i refuse to say i'm like i am now because of SA. I will just say i am this way now because i am lazy.
Anyway i tried something different today...i was walking home from work and this girl wanted to talk to me, so we started talking but she used to live on the streets, is paranoid, is manic depressed, used to be a hooker, etc. I got tons of people looking at me like it was taboo to talk to people like that but i ignored it and was like "meh" at them looking at me. She definatly was "out there" and invited me to her place to smoke some weed. Whatever, gotta start talking somewhere i suppose.
BlueDays
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:: Work-stressed and tired from poor sleep. I came home after work ready to recharge in peace and quiet to be told by text that some visitors might be coming. I got in the car and fled, feeling really vulnerable and stupid. I was close to tears. A few days off now
Sorry to hear your work situation is still causing you stress phocas:
:imo you have no reason to feel "stupid", as needing to de-stress after a difficult day at work is not much to ask!
CosmicNeurotica
Banned
Pissed. sad. Deprived. Wishful. Sad.
****ing pissed.
Damnit
Wtf man.
You know what **** it.
Someone get me the **** outta here
****ing pissed.
Damnit
Wtf man.
You know what **** it.
Someone get me the **** outta here
DespairSoul
Well-known member
Today i had really nice day and fun Surprised by myself how some days can be so nice and how some can be so bad and why is more bad ones as good ones? I have to find this out finally i guess i have long time for doing so.
Surprised by myself how some days can be so nice and how some can be so bad and why is more bad ones as good ones? I have to find this out finally i guess i have long time for doing so. Man, looking on facebook at people i knew growing up (not school people) since i was a little kid. They are livng their life. One guy lives in the bahamas (knew him since he was born), 1 is smoking hot (i guess she's no longer got skitzophrenia or however you spell it), got many others doing their thing. I'm the only one not living life or got a zillion friends.
CosmicNeurotica
Banned
Oh yeah you're right about that.
I hate looking up to see what old friends are doing now. Every one of them move on with their lives and have gone to do great things (one even does professional broadway in NYC), while I'm stuck looking at myself that has got nothing accomplished. It's a very sad thing really.
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Beatrice
Guest
Yeah, I hate this so much....... part of the reason I deleted my Facebook.
Gahhhhh, so depressed.
Why am I still here?
It's a little depressing but i only blame myself for letting my life slip by me and doing nothing about anything. I really envy the one that lives in the bahamas, i'd love to live there just soaking up life and life seems within reach of me, yet i can't (or don't?) seem to grab it. I like self pity so that's also why i'm at where i am today.
dottie
Well-known member
i don't think people live as great of lives as they like to build up on facebook. i have a relative that likes to pretend she is a regular martha stewart on facebook. she always posts about cleaning, cooking homemade meals, taking care of the children by warm, cozy fires (blah blah blah). if you go to her house it is filthier than any kennel i have ever seen at the ASPCA. the floor is caked in animal excrement, large dogs take massive craps in there, she doesn't clean it and they track it allllll over the floor. i didn't want to touch anything or sit down. it was putrid. they live off of cup of noodles, hardly homemade meals. it's bad. if CPS knew anything she'd probably lose all of her kids. don't tell me that it is because of poverty, either. there is a difference between being poor and being filthy. there is not a correlation. she doesn't work so she has time to clean. no excuse. and what is backwards is that she always posts on facebook about how much she hates fake people. lol but anyone who hasn't been to her house would never guess. ever. so don't believe everything you see on facebook.
coyote
Well-known member
EXACTLY - people have been doing the same thing for far longer than Facebook has been around
they only present to the rest of the world the 10% of their lives that they're actually happy with
because they think that if everything looks ok on the outside - then it is ok
you have no idea how many people who look so happy and with it are really miserable behind closed doors
MollyBeGood
Well-known member
Happy! I just saw some elk out my window!
peanutbutter
New member
Hi everyone,
I just registered and this is one of my first posts. Hope everyone is doing great! Happy weekend!
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I just registered and this is one of my first posts. Hope everyone is doing great! Happy weekend!
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Beatrice
Guest
Feeling angry about the outrageous physical standards women are held to these days.
I never thought about it before, but..... we all shave our armpits and legs and private region because we're told that it's "gross" to have hair there. Well then, why was it there in the first place???
It's like the circumcision thing. "Foreskin is ugly." Um, HELLO YOU IDIOTS, it's NATURAL!!!!!! It's SUPPOSED TO BE THERE!!!! You're all brainwashed!!!!!
I wouldn't have the guts to walk around with hairy armpits and legs, but.... it really does piss me off to an extreme degree.
My teeth aren't perfect.
My fingers are short.
My hands are small.
I'm short in stature.
My feet are tiny.
My butt isn't exactly voluptuous.
My breasts aren't perfectly even.
I have scars.
I have a birthmark.
I have some larger pores on my nose.
I have dark under-eye circles.
My hair gets oily after a day and a half.
I'm pale.
I have a scar above my belly button from my former belly ring.
My second ear piercings aren't even.
My first ear piercings aren't even in size.
I've been told I need to pluck in between my eyebrows by a very shallow woman trying to spoil my self-image (it's BS - the hair there is blonde and there isn't much. Everyone has it.)
There's a mole on my neck.
I have some acne.
But um, all these things come with the territory. It's part of life and having a human body. Someone reading down this list might go, "ewwwww", but stop and think: if you posted all your own "flaws", it would be similar. It's normal.
Anyway, rant over. Just so sick of the beauty industry and their lies. It's all LIES. Every image you see - even pictures of objects - are ALL RETOUCHED. It's REQUIRED.
Lies!
Grrrrr.
I never thought about it before, but..... we all shave our armpits and legs and private region because we're told that it's "gross" to have hair there. Well then, why was it there in the first place???
It's like the circumcision thing. "Foreskin is ugly." Um, HELLO YOU IDIOTS, it's NATURAL!!!!!! It's SUPPOSED TO BE THERE!!!! You're all brainwashed!!!!!
I wouldn't have the guts to walk around with hairy armpits and legs, but.... it really does piss me off to an extreme degree.
My teeth aren't perfect.
My fingers are short.
My hands are small.
I'm short in stature.
My feet are tiny.
My butt isn't exactly voluptuous.
My breasts aren't perfectly even.
I have scars.
I have a birthmark.
I have some larger pores on my nose.
I have dark under-eye circles.
My hair gets oily after a day and a half.
I'm pale.
I have a scar above my belly button from my former belly ring.
My second ear piercings aren't even.
My first ear piercings aren't even in size.
I've been told I need to pluck in between my eyebrows by a very shallow woman trying to spoil my self-image (it's BS - the hair there is blonde and there isn't much. Everyone has it.)
There's a mole on my neck.
I have some acne.
But um, all these things come with the territory. It's part of life and having a human body. Someone reading down this list might go, "ewwwww", but stop and think: if you posted all your own "flaws", it would be similar. It's normal.
Anyway, rant over. Just so sick of the beauty industry and their lies. It's all LIES. Every image you see - even pictures of objects - are ALL RETOUCHED. It's REQUIRED.
Lies!
Grrrrr.
My teeth are crooked
I smell of BO if i don't put underarm on
my fingers are medium sized
My hand is medium sized
My mouth is small
I have brown spots on both arms (around 6 on each)
I got hairy hands and fingers
I got hair on my armpitts (not anymore)
I have no hair
I'm overweight (220 lbls and 5'10 so not that much compared to what you see out there every day all day)
I have red spots on my cheeks (no idea what it is...makes me look worse having it there, no it's not acne i have never had that)
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