Ah ha! Circles! ehehheeuuuhhuhdsahhahaahaaa!
Ahem.
Those circles are everywhere. And no one believes me. Pah!
I am relieved.
How are you feeling?
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Ah ha! Circles! ehehheeuuuhhuhdsahhahaahaaa!
Ahem.
Those circles are everywhere. And no one believes me. Pah!
I am relieved.
philly2bits
Well-known member
I believe you Sial. It's us versus them. It's like 300 except it's only the two of us and I'll be wearing quite a bit more clothing.
dottie
Well-known member
grrrrr. some people. you want to shake some sense into them but they are too delusional. when it is at the expense of their children's mental and physical health, that is what is sad. i almost want to report them for FRAUD and CHILD ENDANGERMENT. not cool. keep your head in the sand, dumb@ss.
Deus_Ex_Lemur
Well-known member
life really sucks at the moment.
Tell me about it. (I mean you can, but agreeing with you
THEN AGAIN I also know life will not suck either, may not be today, but I'll try and make that tomorrow. Maybe tonight. But tomorrow is worth a shot for sure. =) (you can try too).
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Beatrice
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Horrible things going down in my household. I'm really shaken. Sick to my stomach, angry, terrified. Planning a way to get out of here. I live with sick, controlling and manipulative grandparents and aunt, and I heard them talking about me, saying I was "Cold", there's "something wrong with her", "she always has a pout on her face and it's so rude and disrespectful after all we've given her", etc. The reason I often look miserable to them is because I struggle with depression. They don't seem to understand that. That, and I hate them because of what they are like
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FountainandFairfax
in a VAN down by the RIVER
I had to live with controlling, passive-aggressive types who would constantly meddle and try to sabotage the little life I was struggling to make for myself. It’s bad enough to have SA and live in a healthy environment, let alone one like that.
Deus_Ex_Lemur
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Awww sorry Beat =( Don't worry. I cannot say my family is as bad as yours; but I've overheard similar talking about me before - not being able to understand my problems. I'm sure you've tried to really explain it to them? It's sad if they just cannot understand you have depression and other issues; if you've tried to express to them what you're going through and their blind to it --- it's not the environment you want to stay in. However - don't do anything TOO hasty =) I did that before after a big thing happened in family...
I just left. And slept in my car. And came back. lol. But that was a while ago. And I forgot my wallet =/
Deus_Ex_Lemur
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planemo
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yeah same with me. certain people seem to take pleasure in knowing they're making your existence just that little more unbearable. :
:As for how i'm feeling, well i'm still a little tired, but i'm doing ok. let's see how it long it lasts...
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Beatrice
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Yes. Exactly. These people.... are supposed to be my family. Instead they act like whiny teenagers gossiping about a girl they don't like. It's so sickening.
I'm just not looking forward to breaking the news to my grandfather. I'm sure I'm going to get nasty comments. I will probably be screamed at, which will send my anxiety through the roof. As it is, I feel so unwelcome in the house but I'm stuck there. I have to try to keep my mind clear so I can study, but it's so hard. I feel as if I'm going to have a heart attack. I never should have come to live with them. Huge mistake. Oh well, live and learn and grow stronger (hopefully).
planemo
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Couldn't have said it better myself. Even though my family life is far from perfect, being around my relatives from both sides is unbearable. Except for my only living grandparent (my grandfather) it's pretty much contempt towards me. Why? Well it all has to do with prejudice. My moms family don't like me because I'm too much like my dads family and my dads family don't like me coz I'm too much like my mums.
Stupid yes, but important factors for some, all the same.Wish I had some advice. is it possible to find residence somewhere else? you say you're studying, so i assume you go to uni/college. are there any vacancies on campus?
Does a tiger count? =)
D'aw. <3
idealist77
Active member
helpless and hopeless
DeepBlueSea
Member
I'm tired, I was tossing and turning all night thinking about all the things that could go wrong today at work that could cause me to get in trouble or cause my coworkers to dislike me, which I already suspect they do.... My eyes are all twitchy today from stress...
I hate this feeling. I wish I could just let go and feel good
I hate this feeling. I wish I could just let go and feel good
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Beatrice
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Couldn't have said it better myself. Even though my family life is far from perfect, being around my relatives from both sides is unbearable. Except for my only living grandparent (my grandfather) it's pretty much contempt towards me. Why? Well it all has to do with prejudice. My moms family don't like me because I'm too much like my dads family and my dads family don't like me coz I'm too much like my mums.
Wish I had some advice. is it possible to find residence somewhere else? you say you're studying, so i assume you go to uni/college. are there any vacancies on campus?
Wow, that's ridiculous. It's not YOUR fault you're like either side of your family. Of course you're going to be like one of them, you're related, but what does it matter? It's not your fault. Jeez, I hate people. That's like my grandparents and aunt - they want me to be who THEY think I am. And I'm not who they think I am. They don't know me at all, really. So they get mad when I don't fit their pre-formed mold that they made while I was still in the damn womb. This is no exaggeration.
To answer your question, yes. I am planning on riding out the three weeks left of this semester, getting my finals done, and then informing them I want to go back to my parents' house about 40 min away. Then I will attend a university in the fall (I'm currently at a community college). I can't wait to be free of them. I just have to endure being in that miserable house for three more weeks, and then have to make it through the final showdown, whatever that may entail. Then..... a little bit of peace for a while.
I'm so nervous
planemo
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Wow, that's ridiculous. It's not YOUR fault you're like either side of your family. Of course you're going to be like one of them, you're related, but what does it matter? It's not your fault. Jeez, I hate people. That's like my grandparents and aunt - they want me to be who THEY think I am. And I'm not who they think I am. They don't know me at all, really. So they get mad when I don't fit their pre-formed mold that they made while I was still in the damn womb. This is no exaggeration.
To answer your question, yes. I am planning on riding out the three weeks left of this semester, getting my finals done, and then informing them I want to go back to my parents' house about 40 min away. Then I will attend a university in the fall (I'm currently at a community college). I can't wait to be free of them. I just have to endure being in that miserable house for three more weeks, and then have to make it through the final showdown, whatever that may entail. Then..... a little bit of peace for a while.
I'm so nervous
Well it does matter to them coz both sides regard the other as inferior/bad etc.
it's all cultural nonsense which i'm glad i'm not part of. yes, not being the way other people want you to be, is something not tolerated in my little world too. that's why i'm happy just being on my own.
well good luck for the next three weeks
, hope it goes well and good luck with your finals.