How are you feeling?

thanks! you guys are awesome! your luck worked!

went to my THIRD interview with the same company today. i think it's in the bag! the interviewer even complimented me on my "poise" and outfit. she also complimented me on the flow of my speech (lolwhat?) for me to get complimented on POISE during an interview is a big deal because i've been told by interviewers themselves that i interview poorly. i hope that i can do a good job and make them happy.

also, i went out last night to open mic and had fun (in my own uptight, introverted way). planning to go back, become familliar, loosen up, and possibly sing/play up there, too.

things are going well, feeling grateful.

This is good news. Hope things keep going well.
 

coyote

Well-known member
thanks! you guys are awesome! your luck worked!

went to my THIRD interview with the same company today. i think it's in the bag! the interviewer even complimented me on my "poise" and outfit. she also complimented me on the flow of my speech (lolwhat?) for me to get complimented on POISE during an interview is a big deal because i've been told by interviewers themselves that i interview poorly. i hope that i can do a good job and make them happy.

also, i went out last night to open mic and had fun (in my own uptight, introverted way). planning to go back, become familliar, loosen up, and possibly sing/play up there, too.

things are going well, feeling grateful.

very cool! you're awesome!
 
Feeling weak and cynical. Damnit, I want this to be over with so I can relax again. Constantly focusing on social phobia and how to improve it is starting to dominate every single minute of the day.

I want to shake this surreal feeling, it's like one of those noscious dreams that just don't end. It's giving me a headache. >:I
 
Feeling weak and cynical. Damnit, I want this to be over with so I can relax again. Constantly focusing on social phobia and how to improve it is starting to dominate every single minute of the day.

I want to shake this surreal feeling, it's like one of those noscious dreams that just don't end. It's giving me a headache. >:I

I hear that. I can only relax when in this four wall 8 corner room.

Socialworld, have to mask up, fists at the ready, fight all way.
 

coyote

Well-known member
Have you ever sat in a bar full of middle-aged women who are yelling in that "Wisconsin Bar Voice?"

Oh my god.
 

vj288

not actually Fiona Apple
Ahhh i'm so nervous. =( I have an interview tomorrow with the people who deal with my benefits and i'm so scared, i hate being put on the spot and asked questions. When i'm nervous i either talk too little or too much and i fear that if i talk to much they may think i'm lying about having social phobia. Aw god, this is horrible i actually want to cry. ::(:

Go in, and say nothing. Nothing at all. If they ask why pass them a note saying "I'm to scared" I don't think they would think you're lying then, maybe even giving you more benifits!:D
 

AimeeSP

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Go in, and say nothing. Nothing at all. If they ask why pass them a note saying "I'm to scared" I don't think they would think you're lying then, maybe even giving you more benifits!:D

LOL ::p: I've done this once when i was 13 to a counselor i was seeing, i refused to talk to her because i found her intimidating and only communicated through paper lol!
 
Ahhh i'm so nervous. =( I have an interview tomorrow with the people who deal with my benefits and i'm so scared, i hate being put on the spot and asked questions. When i'm nervous i either talk too little or too much and i fear that if i talk to much they may think i'm lying about having social phobia. Aw god, this is horrible i actually want to cry. ::(:

Don't cry. Can't stand it when people say this. It is not fun. Being put on the spot. Remember it well. Nervous, yes. Heart, best description I have, attacking head. Honestly. Honesty.

Breathe, speak mind well, truth. I work well hands-on. Maybe more have better answers than I.
 
Hey aimee, it'll be allright. Be yourself... don't worry about anything... you've got nothing to worry about, do you? You deserve those benefits... nothing that you do or say will take that away. Just know that you have to do it, and do it - everything will be allright ;)
 

Tiercel

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I'm starting to get mightily fed up with darkness. Not just the literal absence of light, mind you, but depression as well.

Luckily, dawn approaches. Unfortunately, so does sleep.

I'm also a bit miffed that in nearly three months I've only come up with a total of eight lines of iambic pentameter in my attempt at writing a poem about my SA. I'm really trying not to let it bother me, but my perilously low self-esteem is winning thus far....

::(:
 

lunaticbinge

Well-known member
Luckily, dawn approaches. Unfortunately, so does sleep.

::(:

Are you speaking metaphorically or are you nocturnal like me? For some reason, my body loves sleeping at night nowadays. It feels a bit like the world is mine when everyone else slumbers.
 

Damaged

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I'm sick of people telling me to grow up or snap out of it. Asking me the same questions over and over 'what do u do for a living', well i tell you all the flipping time im agoraphobic but working towards it. 'Grow up Sarah stop being a sad little girl'
Im shaking so much right now, annd i have no one to turn too ahhhhh blah.
 

fitftw

Well-known member
^ you know what you should do? Poison their drinks. Seriously. **** people like that. They have their own problems and they think theirs are worse than yours. Seriously poison them.
 

Damaged

Well-known member
I wish i could :( but i hate people like that up on there high horse, thinking things like this are just put on and find it hard to understand. Argh so narrow minded.

Really frustrates me but it then it makes me wonder cos of all the stuff that happened with my ex that everyones right about me and i doubt myself. Want to chuck my laptop at the wall right now :mad:
 

fitftw

Well-known member
sweet dreams, malady.

I'm leaving for class feeling like dog ****. I feel bad for others in the class when I'm sneezing and sucking snot in through my nose to clear the pathway so it doesn't drip out all over the place, or sticking tissues in my nose to stop the drippage. And breathing through my mouth. So ****ing disgusting to be sick. It's so gross.
 
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