Why are you depressed at the moment?

coyote said: ↑

ok, sorry

what's a "stagiaire?"

I thought that word was known in english but looks like not haha, a stagiaire is simply a trainee:D

*Sigh* Where do I even begin? :🙁:

I don't know if I'm exactly depressed at this very moment, but tomorrow I have to do a presentation in history class with my partner and I'm really nervous lol.

My anxiety upsets some people that I don't want to. I think these people distrust me or are scared of me. Also the town I live in feels like a fish bowl, I wonder how many people have gossiped about me?

Thinking about death too damn much. I know it's bad to constantly think about it, but i can't even help it. If I knew what waited for me on the other side, life would be so much easier. It drives me nuts yet fascinates me to no end. Speculation running rampant. Typical me.

lunaticbinge said: ↑

Thinking about death too damn much. I know it's bad to constantly think about it, but i can't even help it. If I knew what waited for me on the other side, life would be so much easier. It drives me nuts yet fascinates me to no end. Speculation running rampant. Typical me.

I think about dying all the time too. I’m just this side of being obsessed with it. I can’t keep it from invading my thoughts for more than a couple of hours at a time. If there’s one good thing about it, it helps me to appreciate the moment more, knowing that it’s all slipping away.

Because I do not have the tools to do what I truly want to do in life.

At the moment, family life is less than satisfactory. So much fighting and tension. I do not currently have the means to live on my own. I also have been asked to be best man, which is weighing very heavily on me. That coupled with gossip about me, I'm feeling very low.

I have erratic mood swings.I can feel happy for like 1 hour and then I realise its to good to be true.

I have a massive word file that I read through and update regularly. At this point, it's more or less a book, and is compised of nearly 250 pages. It documents all my issues but it's so lengthy and intense to read that it would be impossible to condense and summarize in a post like this. I also have a feeling it's overly self-indulgent and analytical for most people to want to deal with. So we'll just say 'for reasons too numerous to mention.'

I'm kinda down coz it seems that if you developed some psychological problem, whichever one it may be, the rest of your life is just a endless mess in trying to cope with something you wish you never had.

Well not depressed right atm, but sometimes I'm depressed because...
My life isn't on track. But I hope i can make improvement 😉

Kiwong said: ↑

My anxiety upsets some people that I don't want to. I think these people distrust me or are scared of me.

This is pretty much how I feel and what bothers me the most. I always feel that I give people the wrong impression about myself and it's really weighing on me since I started school. I try to socialize but I get the feeling I make people uncomfortable. It didn't help that I found out two girls in my Bio class were speaking poorly of me when I did nothing to them. All I ever asked for is for people to give me a chance. But I guess I have to get it right the first time or I get disqualified.

phocas said: ↑

I was asked to be best man once and I was terrified because it meant making a speech - they split up before marrying and I was greatly relieved!!!

Some ducks have all the luck LOL

Kinetik said: ↑

I have a massive word file that I read through and update regularly.

Hey, I have one of those too 😀

Right now I'm depressed because I have gone to college for 2 months now and I have 0 friends there..

well i'm always depressed because of the world we live in, but right now what really got me down is the fact that i haven't heard from my best friend ( more like former) in like more then a month, she just dissapear on me, remove her facebook, her phone number doesn't work anymore. never appear on msn. Her cousin told her that I wanted to speak with her and i have yet to heard heard anything from her. Now If I speak to her, nothing good will come out of my mouth

Malady said:

Because I really am a pathetic, worthless waste of time and space :🙁: Who was I trying to ****ing kid? I'm not getting out of bed again

That's not true. There are vile, nasty, cheap, vindictive *******s out there who are idolized by society, yet you apparantly have NO value as a living person? Something is very wrong with that conclusion.

da_illest101 said: ↑

well i'm always depressed because of the world we live in, but right now what really got me down is the fact that i haven't heard from my best friend ( more like former) in like more then a month, she just dissapear on me, remove her facebook, her phone number doesn't work anymore. never appear on msn. Her cousin told her that I wanted to speak with her and i have yet to heard heard anything from her. Now If I speak to her, nothing good will come out of my mouth

I went through the same thing when I lost my best friend. That was four and a half years ago! Things change, people change, friends come and go. It's a sad fact of life.

I'm depressed coz I'm destined to be alone.:🙁:

The situation I've found myself in is making me depressed right now and I think it will do until the day I die.

i feel hopeless.
Havnt felt hopeless in awhile