ok, sorry
what's a "stagiaire?"
I thought that word was known in english but looks like not haha, a stagiaire is simply a trainee
ok, sorry
what's a "stagiaire?"
Thinking about death too damn much. I know it's bad to constantly think about it, but i can't even help it. If I knew what waited for me on the other side, life would be so much easier. It drives me nuts yet fascinates me to no end. Speculation running rampant. Typical me.
My anxiety upsets some people that I don't want to. I think these people distrust me or are scared of me.
I was asked to be best man once and I was terrified because it meant making a speech - they split up before marrying and I was greatly relieved!!!
I have a massive word file that I read through and update regularly.
Because I really am a pathetic, worthless waste of time and space :: Who was I trying to ****ing kid? I'm not getting out of bed again
well i'm always depressed because of the world we live in, but right now what really got me down is the fact that i haven't heard from my best friend ( more like former) in like more then a month, she just dissapear on me, remove her facebook, her phone number doesn't work anymore. never appear on msn. Her cousin told her that I wanted to speak with her and i have yet to heard heard anything from her. Now If I speak to her, nothing good will come out of my mouth