This is absolutely true, but it's more about how a person reacts to the situation that determines how happy they are.I don't see how someone could be permanently happy in this world. There is too much destruction that can happen to a person on any given day that we can't control.
I agree completely.....I am not sure if I made you think I can do whatever I want though Sorry if I did.....You mention god....for me this is more of a god issue. I may not use the word god when I talk about it but personally for me, I trust in the way things are and everything happens for a reason....That is just me though...I sense some anger in your posts, maybe it is my constant need to over analyze things and it is nothing but if I said something to upset you or posted something in the past to upset you I apologize, my intention is not to upset anyone...
No what I said before, it had nothing to do with you or your post. If it did, I would have quoted it. But yes I know I sound like a bitch most of the time. I don´t know why, maybe it´s because I am one Weird because I tend to be convinced that deep inside I am a very good and harmless person. I don´t know why I tend to be always angry, maybe because there is so much bull**** in the world and am tired of it.. like the "positive thinking" for example. It´s such a disgusting pretense. And these people are the first to always accuse me of being negative, and dismiss me because of it, without even trying to discover what I am like really. But I don´t think I´m negative, only pessimistic which I have reasons for. But for me "negativity" means quite something different, pessimism it´s surely not.
It's hard for me think of something that makes me happy, because I spend so much time in a grey haze of being worried or anxious or just bored.
Happiness for me is always changing. It's what I care about that makes me happy, my dad recovering from surgery and being healthy, my cat snuggling with me, working out and getting stronger, a sunny day, good news in any form, a quiet walk along a river...so many things make me feel happy.
Funny thing is, a lot of people say that making a lot of money, being successful at a job, buying a house and cars, being with beautiful significant others, that those things make them happy. Maybe I'm cut from a different thread. I'd prefer to live out in the woods in a cabin with 1 person I love and just enjoy the world around me rather than work a faced paced job and have more money than I can use. If I could go back and live with my ancestors (Native Americans) I would. Cities suck the happiness out of me, crowds of people, violence, the obsession with money and fame, it makes me dull and very much unhappy.
I agree completely.....I am not sure if I made you think I can do whatever I want though Sorry if I did.....You mention god....for me this is more of a god issue. I may not use the word god when I talk about it but personally for me, I trust in the way things are and everything happens for a reason....That is just me though...I sense some anger in your posts, maybe it is my constant need to over analyze things and it is nothing but if I said something to upset you or posted something in the past to upset you I apologize, my intention is not to upset anyone...
Everything happens for a reason? So for example, if you get run over by a drunken driver or hit by a meteorite or something like that, what reason it was? Is it your "bad" karma or what else? Maybe this whole incomprehensible nonsense has some reason, but I won´t know until I die and speak to the bastard St Petrus at the gate. I can´t wait asking him what was this supposed to mean.
Well I am not a religious person I am a spiritual person. To me there is a difference so this talk of St. Petrus has no meaning to me. I sense in your post that you view death as a bad thing. You imply that if I get hit by a meteor or run over by a drunk driver that I will die and that is bad.....I don't think death is a bad thing, I am not afraid of it. I don't know the will of my higher power and that is the beauty of it. I cant tell you the reason why bad things happen, if I could do that I would not need spirituality or a higher power.
To me it is sad that you describe life as incomprehensible nonsense because I used to think that way and it reminds me of how depressed I was and how I didn't want to go on living...not saying YOU are like that, that is how I was....
I used to think it was bull**** when people would say everything happens for a reason also....I would ask myself..."If everything happens for a reason what is the reason for me being a depressed alcoholic and drug addict and what is the reason for all this suffering?" or "What is the reason my brother would mock me and beat the fuc k out of me every day when I was a kid to the point where I never wanted to talk out of the fear of being mocked or beat up?"
Since I have gotten sober and found this spiritual path I can see those events have made me a stronger person now. I was living in the depths of hell and now life has reason.....to have fun and enjoy it as much as I can....I do this by living in the moment and trying to enjoy every second I have been blessed with....I am grateful for what I have...which is life or consciousness. I am grateful that I didn't die with a needle in my arm, a bottle in my hand or a shotgun in my mouth. When I am in a good place (which isn't all the time by any means), I am full of gratitude and happy to be breathing another breath.
I am sorry if you think this diatribe sounds like complete fluffy bull**** that I think life is full rainbows and butterflies. That isn't the case at all. The difference between me now from the past is that I can appreciate the positive things in life while acknowledging the negative parts, I am not always being a negative Nancy wishing I would get hit by a bus every time I wake up....I am not calling you a pessimist but I am yet to hear anything positive in your posts....I admit I haven't seen many of them but do you ever acknowledge the positive aspects of life? If not that is cool too but where I am right now personally, life is about accepting the good and the bad or accepting the duality of life and not resisting it.....
I AM NOT PREACHING EITHER, THIS IS JUST HOW I FEEL. If you don't like it I apologize, I don't expect you to feel the same way I do and I had to clear that up with capital letters.
Permanent happiness is coming soon to the end of a end of a rainbow near you
I guess I do my best to enjoy the happy times and just hope there won't be too many bad times, when the bad stuff happens, I sort of just muddle through and put my focus in the potential good ahead of me. I don't think there is any permanent happiness but I do think you can certainly have a content throughout the distresses life throws if you can utilise CBT.
First of all, you have the opportunity to look up all (or most) of my posts on this forum, if you want. (if you´re not logged in you won´t see all of them though).
I still didn´t get to know any sound answer to my questions yet, except of how you feel... Feelings can be very subjective you know. And if you sense that I view death as a bad thing, you sense that wrong, because it´s not so. Death is a natural thing and part of life. What is far worse is a bad life, when people do harm to others. By this harm I mean also killing, which naturally includes death too. So for me violent death is a bad thing. If I said it is a good thing, then I wouldn´t have to be sorry for anyone who was murdered or who is in pain. Btw I know what you mean to imply, that death and suffering make your soul stronger. Yes many people say so - that it is beneficial for our evolution. BUT - what about poor animals, who have their whole lifes no choice but to be shut in cages and live is terrible conditions and at the mercy of cruel people, who in the end slit their throats in a horrible way or mutilate them, put their heads in electricity charged water, skin them alive etc etc... or let them hunger to death. What opportunity do these poor creatures have for spiritual evolution?? But people just always tend to think only of themselves and THEIR own spiritual evolution, THEIR improvement, thinking they are or will be omnipotent Gods who can control everything, instead to humble down a bit and acknowledge there are things on this earth that we cannot control. We should do our best to try, but if God or nature wanted, they can destroy us any minute and who were we :/.
Did I say I am always feeling good? Did I say the world was full of happiness and good things? No. As you said there is the "good" and the "bad". I embrace both and resist neither. It appears as though all you do is resist the good in life and concentrate on the bad. That is what I am getting from your posts.
You assume my beliefs in a higher power are the same as the majority of societies and I can assure you they are not. Having faith in a higher power for me is about giving up the insane thought that I have control over anything. I do not. When I am in a spiritually fit place I do not try to control anything, I accept everything the way it is......the good and the bad....obviously I can't do this all the time but when I do I feel at peace.
Why do these animals get tortured and why is there evil in the world? Due to a collective unconsciousness and egoistic, self-seeking society. Can I do anything about this? No, not a damn thing. If there is a god or higher power that represents the good in life then by the nature of duality there has to be an opposite. I accept that.
The world is full of self-seeking people, you are right. I accept that because that is how things are. See my post entitled "Disorder of Selfishness". My spirituality is about breaking away from that feeling of separateness and feeling a part of an infinite power. It is about having empathy for others and getting out of my egoistic mind.....Do I do this to perfection? No. But when I stop separating myself from the whole...When I stop being egoistic and selfish, I don't suffer.
Torturing animals is horrible, don't think you told me or showed me something I haven't seen before. As I said that is all I ever used to be interested in.....But guess what it is happening so I accept it because that is how things are right NOW. I cannot do anything but accept it. If anyone can stop these huge corporations from torturing animals then I applaud them....I cannot. Whining about the injustices of the world does nothing for me, accepting them brings me peace.
Your question is "If everything happens for a reason, why is there so much evil in the world?" .....I do not know, I am not god....If I knew the answer to this I would be god. I have no answer, I have spirituality.