i smoke a lot. very very bad. it contributes to,,yet relieves anxiety. i should make it a goal to have fun and let this all go,, before i die of some smoking related illness.
lonelee
PLEASE HELP!! :applause:
I ask anyone else's experience in this personal matter
I have grown hatred for all kinds of witty convincing sales techniques which, I'm sure, is getting much worse, which I've outgrown
Aside, I was sold firm imperative guidance at school not to smoke, (labelled as personal hygiene) which made perfect sense to me, as a lot of friends took it up and they found the advice ridiculous
I had a go at all my family. Two dead, from reasons with nothing about smoking. All the spiel hammered itself into me. I marketed the imperative onto all smokers, to force them to quit. I'm the black sheep of the family, setting me back.
All my family - business owners, nieces... aunties, uncles... and my Dad, now alone, approaching his 90s, with a WWII background. Everyone apart from me (including all friends I've made) are heavy smokers of the elite brands. All people in this paragraph, from youngest to oldest, alive to dead, have flourished in an awesomely social life towards wealth.
I see the real results as a clear reason to knock all the limp-mided initiative to prompt people not to smoke.
One simple thing... walking down a street with exhaled fumes in the air, I have a good sense of this, from being around friends, equivalent to a lady's perfume as we walk past each other, feeling the vibes
I think it's my time to go for it, popping out of my social shell and live properly. My horror of health issues feels over. Time to challenge my lungs into Emphysema - the key disease drilled into me at school to easily avoid by notting letting tobacco into my lungs. My ideal alternative to suicide. I think my genes and DNA show I'm impervious to smoking damage! The evidence is in every member of my family!!!!!!
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I bet I might get in the right mood for regular invasive recruiter phone calls after a ciggy - clearing my dreadful self-esteem keeping me back. I bet all recruiters and all upper management need to smoke... cigars? Maybe this is even better than the MDMA, LSD and cocaine I tried, with no positive long-term results. Always time to try something different