For my partner to come home, and tell me she loves me.
For my body to be healthy for once.
To have some control over my mind and emotions and not be the trainwreck i am.
To live in a place that isnt a tiny, one bedroom, leaky, moldy, converted garage, instead to own my own nice house.
To have one last conversation with my best friend who died.
To not feel any more.
Or to have a puppy...