I wish i was more experienced with the outside world. It's like i have no morals or opinions on anything. It's weird. Some ppl i talk to has a very broad take on things, and they can keep up a good conversation on the phone.. then i'm like: "damn, i have nothing to say to that..." I just say "yeah i know"... lol
I question why i had to be the one with this disorder. It's not fair. Everyone else gets to enjoy life and live it up! But not me!! Dammit. Its so ****in frustrating....
why?
a combination of genes + certain social exposures during life + random events = social phobia
f*****, I know
try to figure out the ways social phobia made you a better person, happens with me (very little, but theres something )