ok, so TODAY i really do feel shit...i'm tired of being broke, depressed, depressed b/c i'm broke, broke b/c i'm depressed... and since i'm bipolar, a nice manic episode would b greatly appreciated anytime now... i hate being crazy, i hate working, i hate working a mindless job, i hate working a mindless job for damn near no money...i hate staying inside the house, i hate going out, i hate not having a choice between the two...oh, i'm also hating my skin, my fat mommy belly (the saggy, stretchmarked skin from having two babies and then losing alot of weight), my feet smell bad, i wish i had a bigger butt, my finger nails and hair wont grow...i'm tired of staying up all nite w/ anxiety, i'm tired of not wanting to get out of bed in the morning............................
enuff negativity, cuz i got a whole lot more!...sorry yall, just venting, i guess