^I also spoke to my friend earlier this week, after 1-2 years of silence. I am proud of myself for making an effort to have a vibrant convo, thinking up of topics we could talk about, and providing thoughtful answers/responses. All this doesn't come natural to me because of my natural inclination to be quiet, but if I just stayed quiet then my friend wouid think I'm not interested in her - this wouldn't do her justice. I'm realizing that in friendships (this could apply to other types of relationships as well), both parties have to compromise something to make it work. In my case, I'm forgoing my natural quietness to requench my friendship.
I'm also proud of myself for trying to be positive. Despite some annoyances around me, even though I know people are testing me, I maintained composure and tried to make the best out of my situation. I keep telling myself I want to be a good person, and the first step is to be positive.
