The Confession Booth
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I should do and be more.
Hastings & Main
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I didn't say goodbye to my grandpa.
My g'parents lived in Saskatchewan (if you're not familiar w/Canada, it's pretty far, but not REALLY far like Ontario. Yeah that probably cleared things up... OK, say it's as far as the far end of Montana is from Washington), and I last visited there when I was 12 I think. Anyways, as we all gathered to say goodbye, I got scared of hugging (or showing emotion for) my grandpa in front of about ten of my family, so I sort of hid behind someone. I peeked and saw him look at me and a sadness crossed his face. Then we piled in and left.
Never saw him again. He died of lung cancer about 15 years ago...:
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My g'parents lived in Saskatchewan (if you're not familiar w/Canada, it's pretty far, but not REALLY far like Ontario. Yeah that probably cleared things up... OK, say it's as far as the far end of Montana is from Washington), and I last visited there when I was 12 I think. Anyways, as we all gathered to say goodbye, I got scared of hugging (or showing emotion for) my grandpa in front of about ten of my family, so I sort of hid behind someone. I peeked and saw him look at me and a sadness crossed his face. Then we piled in and left.
Never saw him again. He died of lung cancer about 15 years ago...:
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coyote
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Dino is super cool
I used to watch the Dean Martin show on TV when i was a kid
he reminds me of my dad
coyote
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all the best 'toons - the ones from the golden age - were meant for adults anyway
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userremoved
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I don't know the names of a majority of my own family members.
I'm too sensitive and tend to take the slightest negative comments personally.
I'm terrified of children.
I own way too much adult media
Though I'm male I'm desparate for attention
Rarely am I happy for other people's love life successes
Though I act tough I have a hard time telling people "no"
My cousin trusted me and I stole from him
and no matter how hard I try I always feel ugly compared to everyone else.
I obviously have quite a few vices
I'm too sensitive and tend to take the slightest negative comments personally.
I'm terrified of children.
I own way too much adult media
Though I'm male I'm desparate for attention
Rarely am I happy for other people's love life successes
Though I act tough I have a hard time telling people "no"
My cousin trusted me and I stole from him
and no matter how hard I try I always feel ugly compared to everyone else.
I obviously have quite a few vices
Rembrandt Broam
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Pookah
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As long as you're not saying that like it's a bad thing....
Lol well. Don't tend to fit in much with the half childish wonder half cynical mind.
Dronee
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I really don't think most adults are actually grown up inside...
Rembrandt Broam
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I prefer to think of it as childlike rather than childish wonder. Don't even lose it. More people should have it.
And little cynicism doesn't hurt either.
Pookah
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I prefer to think of it as childlike rather than childish wonder. Don't even lose it. More people should have it.
And little cynicism doesn't hurt either.
I suppose. It is just that I know the horrors of the world exist but I futilely try to block it all out. Don't feel I will be taken seriously since I cling to escapism, but I wouldn't feel good at all without it.
I don't like fiction without happy endings.
Pookah
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Kristina223
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My biggest "sin", the thing I feel very guilty about and it bugs me every single day, even though it happened 5 years ago when I was 14 and still in primary school ... Well, I was jealous of my best friend who was becoming very popular and everybody was saying how pretty and nice she is ... So I made a forum on the internet where I wrote how everybody hated her. I had sent the link to her to see it and she later found out it was all a lie and that I was behind it. Everybody (except my 3 friends) hated me. I still feel very guilty about this every time I think about it, every time I see something about "bullying on the internet", everytime I see anything about internet, everytime I AM on the internet ... I avoid shopping in the local markets because I'm afraid I'll meet somebody from my primary school and I'm 100% they still hate me because of that and think that I'm an evil person. So yeah, this is my biggest confession. I regret it SO, SO much. ::
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@Kristina
Jealousy takes very ugly shapes sometimes. It's a strong natural urge.
But, just because you did something horrible, doesn't mean you have to suffer for it forever. Did you ever apologize to her for what you did? If not, you might want to think about sending her an E-mail or letter, expressing how bad you feel and how sorry you are. You've suffered enough, it doesn't help you and it doesn't help her either.
You can't change the past, but you can redeem yourself and forgive yourself for the act.
Jealousy takes very ugly shapes sometimes. It's a strong natural urge.
But, just because you did something horrible, doesn't mean you have to suffer for it forever. Did you ever apologize to her for what you did? If not, you might want to think about sending her an E-mail or letter, expressing how bad you feel and how sorry you are. You've suffered enough, it doesn't help you and it doesn't help her either.
You can't change the past, but you can redeem yourself and forgive yourself for the act.
Smurfette
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I'm a Christian too and God is not punishing you! Your sister has spoken.