I was going to celebrate it on Saturday, already made plans, and everything... but I feel really bad.. and I can't be like that on my b.day celebration.. everybody would be like.. what's wrong with u... cuz I'd be in the center of attention... and when I say everybody I don't mean tuns of people.. don;t have that many friends nor do I want to..and the even bigger problem is that I have to act all "happy" in school tomorrow...or everyone will be like what's her problem grr. I really got my friend enthusiated about the celebration(go out dancing, buy a cake)... and if I cancel I must do it by tomorrow.. dunno.. like anybody would come anyway....and I'm not really good at dancing anyway.. dunno.. I guess I won;t cuz last year was a disaster...and I can't even drink cuz of the meds... when I made the suggestion I was kinda enthusiated( doesn't happen very often) so I didn't know what the hell I was saying.. maybe just go out on some cake with my closest friend...