Post your random thoughts/feelings etc

I'm a mod?

damn

since when?

DeadmanWalking said: ↑

Coyote's a mister?!

But, anyway, he may be the only mod you see, but there are others, you know. Maybe Weirdy's in the shadows manipulating the situations or maybe it's twiggle pretending to be coyote or maybe it's Pookah acting on orders from Pyro:eek:! You don't know the answer, superfluous! You've got to dig deeper and find the answer! Remember, "Only one truth prevails:cool:!".

Hmm, you are making me rethink Fox Mulder's theory of "trust no one." All the mods are against me! 😮:😛:

superfluouslyme said: ↑

Hmm, you are making me rethink Fox Mulder's theory of "trust no one." All the mods are against me! 😮:😛:

I wouldn't say that until you have proof. Innocent until proven guilty, remember? So, how are you going to find out who's been changing your title? Is it time to put your detective skills to the test:😛:?

Oh hello back pain, long time no see!

This is going to sound a bit lame, but sometimes I wish I was asexual. I dont like feeling attracted to women. It makes me feel a bit bad because I am not a super good looking charming guy that can make females feel attracted to me....yet I feel attracted to them. I just wish the desire would go away. It would be so much easier...and less disappointing.

I complain too much.

I was in my room all day today - and on this site! My nephew's 3rd birthday was today and my brother/sis-in-law had friends over....I don't know them - I felt too shy/anxious to go downstairs to 'join the festivities'...but now I feel guilty for missing my nephew's birthday.

I am a bad aunt 🙁

cowboyup said: ↑

I was in my room all day today - and on this site! My nephew's 3rd birthday was today and my brother/sis-in-law had friends over....I don't know them - I felt too shy/anxious to go downstairs to 'join the festivities'...but now I feel guilty for missing my nephew's birthday.

I am a bad aunt 🙁

I don't think you're a bad aunt for doing that. As long as you love him, you're a good aunt, I believe. There are just some things that we can't handle. If it'll make you feel better, why don't you go to everyone and talk to them about why you were absent from the party? Just tell them that you're sorry that you didn't come down, but you were just too shy/anxious to do so. They should understand.

ShyKiwi said: ↑

This is going to sound a bit lame, but sometimes I wish I was asexual. I dont like feeling attracted to women. It makes me feel a bit bad because I am not a super good looking charming guy that can make females feel attracted to me....yet I feel attracted to them. I just wish the desire would go away. It would be so much easier...and less disappointing.

Women are not attracted to me either, but I've felt attracted to a few physically and now I'm super attracted to one for her, not only physically. When it's only physical attraction is not that bad because you know it means nothing really, but when the feelings are more complex it's way worse, I guess I don't need to say why.

I wouldn't like to be asexual, though. I wouldn't like being good looking either (yeah, I'm weird) as I don't want women to feel attracted to me for my looks, but my personality sucks too.

I don't care that much about looks, but I'm undesirable in so many levels that everyone just run away from me. I guess I'm just unlikeable and unlovable.

ShyKiwi said: ↑

I complain too much.

I do that too, and though it makes me feel bad, it's why this site was created (well, more or less 😛), so don't worry about it.

thanks Deadmanwalking
sometimes the simplest/honest answers are the best ones - I tend to blow things out of proportion. Comes along with the territory I guess.

ShyKiwi said: ↑

This is going to sound a bit lame, but sometimes I wish I was asexual. I dont like feeling attracted to women. It makes me feel a bit bad because I am not a super good looking charming guy that can make females feel attracted to me....yet I feel attracted to them. I just wish the desire would go away. It would be so much easier...and less disappointing.

While I don't think I'm super attractive, either, I wouldn't want to be asexual. I like looking at females and thinking they're hot. It's good, even though I'm too shy to do anything about it.

I've seen your picture, mate, and I can't imagine you not being attractive.

So I went and saw my grandmother today. She's 82 years old and I've noticed her body is deteriorating. She's needing a walker now and can't move as good as she used to. She's spending more time in hospital and that's making her upset. I hadn't seen her in a while so I thought I'd go and visit, and she is basically over life. She's aware her body is dying right before her eyes and she's basically waiting for death. Poor woman can't catch a break with anything and I know it's upsetting her.

I give her less than 5 years and she'll pass away. I'm already preparing.

Is asexual going a bit too far? It probably is aye... I know how ridiculous that sounds.. but if there wasnt any desire then I wouldt be let down. I do like women, I think they are wonderful.... Perhaps I just need a shift in thinking.

I don't care that much about looks, but I'm undesirable in so many levels that everyone just run away from me. I guess I'm just unlikeable and unlovable.

I wouldnt say that about you Mr Jones, you seem perfectly likeable to me, you are one of the good guys... and I'm a dude... 😀

ShyKiwi said: ↑

but if there wasnt any desire then I wouldt be let down.

"No expectations, no disappointments."

I think you're wrong that no women are interested, but even if that was true, there's nothing wrong with looking, is there? My anxieties prevent me from making moves but I like to look. 😉

Oh Jones, you seem likeable to me too, and you frequently allude to things I wish I could draw you out on.

I wish I knew you better.

MikeyC said: ↑

I like looking at females and thinking they're hot.

Sometimes it's nice just to look. It's certainly less complicated.

Aletheia said: ↑

Sometimes it's nice just to look. It's certainly less complicated.

Unless they catch you looking...and then it gets very complicated. 😀

I wish Christmas was over and done with already.

PipsMcClawski said: ↑

What gets me more is if I catch the girl looking at ME. Because then I dont know what to do. Thats happened on more than one occasion and it sends my anxiety through the roof. The most I've been able to do is smile or maybe say hey if they're close, but doing anything more seems almost impossible.

Ah, of course. It gets quite difficult after that.

Grand parents were round earlier. I just never know what to say, even to family. I just end up sitting there awkwardly nodding or trying to smile while they talk to me. I'm sure it comes across as rude or lack of interest, as I've been accused of it many times.