Post your random thoughts/feelings etc

chrisjurban said: ↑

wishing my lover would come over

Me too!!!!😎


oh.....wait. You have to get one first huh?.....🙄





:😛:

twiggle said:

But then you can think to yourself, "I had it before, I'll have it again" 😀

Good point twiggle!🙂
*repeats to herself "I had it before...* 😀

Within these hands...I hold the fate of millions

Lots and lots to do today. Work, studying, financial issues to take care of....... Fun times.

I can't wait until I get a dorm. Two commuter rails is no fun, hehe.

I completely forgot that my 21st birthday is in two weeks 😮

Wooo, I get to drink (legally) /s........ Not that I'm going to very much at all. I'm too sensitive to the dehydrating effects because of my migraines, so I get hangovers with even a moderate amount of alcohol. That's okay, I prefer...... errmm, something else 😀

Don't ASSUME now..... I could be referring to tea 😀 or.... something.....

Trying to keep in my mind what a therapist said once:

She asked me to draw a hand an put all the names of those that matter to you inside it.

There are people inside the hand, those that matter to you (also Lenny my pet Cockatiel)

There are people outside the hand, who are mostly indifferent, but include those that openly dislike you, or have developed an adverse opinion of you without actually ever talking to you.

I'm trying not to let the hurtful opinions of those outside the hand dominate my thinking. That happened last night again, I was letting the hurtful and damaging opinions of others dominate my thoughts. Part of this illness is worrying about what people outside the hand have said, and feeling fearful or angry about it.

I realise there are more people than that are inside the hand who see the postive in me. There have been so many people who have been kind to me this last year. I need to trun my focus more towards them.

Wow... to think that I'll be turning 18 in 10 days... I'm still having trouble believing it. I'm growing up way too fast >__<

Lmao, I'll be turning 29. It's all down hill from here.

My mind has been cloudy for years and now its clear.
I don't know what to do.

PipsMcClawski said: ↑

Lmao, I'll be turning 29. It's all down hill from here.

Awww, no it isn't! Hey, 30 is the new..... ummmmm.......

Yeah, well. Happy birthday in advance :😛:

I know girls complain about messages they get from guys on dating sites that are only 2 or 3 words, but it goes both ways. A girl just sent me a message that says only "hey cutestuff"

Beatrice said: ↑

Awww, no it isn't! Hey, 30 is the new..... ummmmm.......

Yeah, well. Happy birthday in advance :😛:

Haha thanks >.<

megalon said: ↑

I know girls complain about messages they get from guys on dating sites that are only 2 or 3 words, but it goes both ways. A girl just sent me a message that says only "hey cutestuff"

Lol have fun trying to think of a way to respond to that.

I'm still up because my damn leg is killing me. I don't know why these random pains appear for seemingly no reason a few times a month.

Finding it decidedly pathetic the 13 yr old stepchild has a more interesting night life than me.

Took me four hours to do 15 minute homework.
I blame the internet.
All women stalk, righto?

I've been feeling pretty whole lately, but it just seems like there's one thing missing...

Couldn't fall asleep, too many things running through my head. Waiting for the melatonin.

BiWinning said: ↑

My mind has been cloudy for years and now its clear.
I don't know what to do

Start looking for stars in the darkness (night sky) .. and in the day enjoy the sun 😉

Beatrice said: ↑

I'm still up because my damn leg is killing me. I don't know why these random pains appear for seemingly no reason a few times a month

Nervous-system issues, i would say.
I used to get problems with my feet, would get an excrutiating pain sudenly appear. Also recall stubbing toe once, and the pain was unbelievable - at least twice the normal pain of a toe-stubb..

And the cause of nervous-system issues, probably part mental (Ts/em-health) & part physical (toxins (="neuro-toxins"), posture, poor diet)

I wish I was that easy-going,naturally happy,friendly,nice and fun girl who everyone likes to hang around with. Why can't I be like that? both my parents are pretty outgoing people, my mom has a bubbly, likeable personality and she attracts people so easily, she can make friends with anyone. People just LIKE her. Why did i turn out to be the opposite? I feel like I'm such a sad, COLD individual. I don't know how to change that. I don't know how to be happy.