theslowesthand
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theslowesthand
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My health care worker - the man from the "land of the pink fluffy unicorn" - thinks i'm "FINE" now. All is "fine & dandy". What would HE f*cking know what's going on in my head???. The c*nt's stuck in fuucking fantasy land!!! :kickingmyself:
Hot_Tamale
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I spent $60 on a textbook so I can take a huge, expensive certification exam this upcoming February (or March?). 24 chapters to read and then read again to take notes on...so this is a thing in my life now...the fun just never ends does it?
Having just spent $223 on two textbooks, myself, I can understand your frustration. Looking at this from a glass-is-half-full perspective, at least you have the funds to purchase that book and maybe this will be a turning point for you - maybe this is what will get you a job in your field of study where you can feel happy/proud of yourself for your accomplishments.
I don't know you personally, but I imagine you've worked very hard for your degree - kick that exam's ***! You've got this :thumbup:
Hot_Tamale
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Thank you
$223 is a lot of money to spend on 2 books, I'm sorry to hear that. Hopefully the classes you take lead you to where you want to be in the future too.Thank you
You're welcome! Just hoping to spread some positivity. Thank you - it's really no big deal, I know I will rise to the top of my field
theslowesthand
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When you're ugly, mentally and physically, you miss out on a hell of a lot growing up, and it basically ruins your entire life. Boo hoo.
You get thrown in the "rejects" pile - those people to whom the basic human emotional needs are never allowed to be met, by the accepted so-called "good" majority.
You get thrown in the "rejects" pile - those people to whom the basic human emotional needs are never allowed to be met, by the accepted so-called "good" majority.
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theslowesthand
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Women were, for me, put on this earth, to make me have endless unmet feelings of longing/lust/loneliness/self-pity/envy/inferiority/sadness/etc. Honestly, it "KILLS" me on a regular basis. :thumbdown:
Edit 1: The question is, am i meant to be eternally, passively at the mercy of all this sh!t, or should i try to take some hardcore action to try to fight it (not that i'll ever win, but at least i'm trying ... not that it'll help one bit mind) :question:
Edit 2: I'm wondering if i need to set it as a GOAL (rather than playing the waiting game) to get some "(meow)". I could at least see a prostitute again (it's better than nothing). :question:
Edit 1: The question is, am i meant to be eternally, passively at the mercy of all this sh!t, or should i try to take some hardcore action to try to fight it (not that i'll ever win, but at least i'm trying ... not that it'll help one bit mind) :question:
Edit 2: I'm wondering if i need to set it as a GOAL (rather than playing the waiting game) to get some "(meow)". I could at least see a prostitute again (it's better than nothing). :question:
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AtTheGates
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This job is NOT easy. guys like this get made fun of all day long while trying to protect the queen (tbh, I think they should have new uniforms) but still, try and imagine how hard it is to do this..SOme of them dont even carry guns so all day long they have to decide how to deal with situations and when or when NOT to use force.
its nerve-racking as hell.
I have nothing but respect for these guys
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IV8yjHD_ZAU
its nerve-racking as hell.
I have nothing but respect for these guys
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IV8yjHD_ZAU
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FountainandFairfax
in a VAN down by the RIVER
Look at those dumb a-holes, people are getting more and more stupid.
AtTheGates
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seriously! most of the people who do this kind of thing have NO clue what that job is like.
although, these guards DO need an updated uniform. Something more practical, less ceremonial.
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theslowesthand
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Wasn't going to post this, but what the hell, it's been seriously on my mind as of late.
I believe it's not me, but my "soul", that requires a woman (ie to have a stimulating "emotional relationship" with). Usually i'm scared of rejection, but even so, one day i'll be DEAD ... so why not take a chance... :question: :question: :question: :thinking:
I believe it's not me, but my "soul", that requires a woman (ie to have a stimulating "emotional relationship" with). Usually i'm scared of rejection, but even so, one day i'll be DEAD ... so why not take a chance... :question: :question: :question: :thinking:
This kind of reminds me of people who mess with street performers. Some of these street performers take hours just getting prepared, and then stand still for even more hours. Once in a while someone comes along and thinks it's ok to act obnoxious and touch them.
The good news are that most people are respectful. The bad news are that even if the majority is respectful, these guys will still have to deal with many inconsiderate people.
AtTheGates
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To me its just basic politeness . I learned that way back when I was a kid. I think some people pretty much just get off on screwing with people . There's no good reason to do that. Some people like that are completly stumped when you just ask them: "why did you do that?"
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FountainandFairfax
in a VAN down by the RIVER
Somebody shoot me.
theslowesthand
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Ideally (fantasy of mine) i'd like a woman whom i can can share my pain & rare passion, and to whom i could "do" to the glorious sounds of Led Zeppelin. erfect::thumbup::bigsmile:
erfect::thumbup::bigsmile:
theslowesthand
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Funny habit i've gotten into. Whenever i play tetris (which is very very often), and i can no longer fill the holes perfectly, i hold my breath, while i place blocks imperfectly (but it gets the height down), at least until i'm "gasping" & "squirming". And it feels strangely good!. I compare it to cutting, where physical pain is the "name of the game". The pain for me is that of suffocation.
Pacific_Loner
Pirate from the North Pole
I'm in a city jam-packed with tourists right now and I swear every single one of them are either taking selfies, taking top-model poses while someone else takes a picture of them, taking a picture of their friend who pretends to be a top model, or even vlogging about themselves visiting the city. At least they sometimes take a break to have a beer on a terrasse to talk (probably about themselves) or check their phone (probably blogging or sending their pictures on social media). I hope we can snap out of this narcissistic state of mind in a near future.
Meeting people to just talk to is harder than I thought. Since I've moved and on better footing to tackle my problems, I've been trying to meet more people to talk to day to day. But even online it's hard to get pasts the third sentence because the conversation just dies out of lack of momentum.