theslowesthand
Banned
"Spontaneity is the spice of life"
Post your random thoughts/feelings etc
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Graeme1988
Hie yer hence from me heath!
I don't understand people, but I quite understand myself, so there ye go!
State_Of_Trance
Well-known member
About to begin week 3 of the year. In week 1 I read off and on each day, M - F. In week 2 I read 1 hour each day, M - F. In week 3, I plan to read 2 hours each day, M - F. The challenge will be fitting work outs in. Another challenge will be remaining mentally engaged and not "zoning out" and just passing my eyes over the word. We'll see how it goes.
PugofCrydee
You want to know how I got these scars?
My grandfather taught me how to fight
Old fashioned stuff like wrong and right
But all around I see his morals
Buried in a mess of money troubles
Old fashioned stuff like wrong and right
But all around I see his morals
Buried in a mess of money troubles
AtTheGates
Banned
if she would only just call me. we could apologize to each other and be friends again.
theslowesthand
Banned
Just another typical day...
quite restless
are we rushing?
getting aggressive?
getting a bit restless/nervy?
getting sick of?
yeah, maybe we are, but nothing else to do, too scared to...
irritable as ****
just going thru the motions
bit of a drag
yeeaahh
yeeep
talking to myself
entertain me
still going strong
now what .. nothing else to do
...
quite restless
are we rushing?
getting aggressive?
getting a bit restless/nervy?
getting sick of?
yeah, maybe we are, but nothing else to do, too scared to...
irritable as ****
just going thru the motions
bit of a drag
yeeaahh
yeeep
talking to myself
entertain me
still going strong
now what .. nothing else to do
...
Graeme1988
Hie yer hence from me heath!
I feel like I'm constantly questioning every single word that comes outta my mouth. Because I unsure... Have I said this? Is my point clear? Is that the right word? Ugh! And still, my words get twisted. :kickingmyself: Ah think I'm just going to stick to that whole "Man of few words" cliché? Since I'm happier to accept people assuming I'm a dumb c*nt than speaking and confirming I'm exactly that.
PugofCrydee
You want to know how I got these scars?
Graeme1988
Hie yer hence from me heath!
My mum got a new DVD player from one of my sisters, just at Christmas there, so I asked her yesterday if she's watching any films on it, yet? Wonder what the picture quality's like. Nope! The DVD player's just sat on the bottom shelf of the telly unit in the living room.
And the thing is, my family have the nerve to say I'm ungrateful and don't appreciate the things they get me. :thumbdown:
And the thing is, my family have the nerve to say I'm ungrateful and don't appreciate the things they get me. :thumbdown:
FountainandFairfax
in a VAN down by the RIVER
I still cannot get into those ASMR videos; no matter what, I always find myself wanting the people in them to speak up. Get to the point, already... and stop tapping on that McRib box.
The whole genre is pretty much lost on me.
The whole genre is pretty much lost on me.
theslowesthand
Banned
They're meant to trigger pleasurable feeling in your body, but i've never gotten anything like that from them. It's not what they're saying (or doing), but how they're saying (or doing) it, that's meant to trigger the "jollies" in the listener.
Megaten
Well-known member
It kinda gets my anxiety going a little bit. When people start whispering in my ear my first thought is they're going to divulge some stuff I dont wanna hear. Like where they hid the dead bodies or something crazy.
S_Spartan
Well-known member
They work for me but I'm extremely picky about which ones work. Only really the roleplays work and the person can't have a hint of anxiety.
theslowesthand
Banned
Crossword puzzle .. anyone know this? .. i should know it: Clue is "social outcasts". It ends with "s" and is 6 letters. Tried "rejects" but is one letter too many! (that's all i can think of)
FountainandFairfax
in a VAN down by the RIVER
MollyBeGood
Well-known member
I can actually say now, after yrs of being alive and alone (either in a relationship or just alone) I really dislike humans and find interactions with them painful and boring, I can say now though- I do like and enjoy my own company and mean it. I no longer crave that perfect person to be with because they do not exist and that is freeing for me. I do believe I am all I need. I don't seek a person to complete me or a God to follow. I don't believe anyone or thing will "Save Me" anymore.
I think it has taken loosing It All so many times in one way or another to get me here. It's not a bad place though. It's the seeking and craving and clinging that was really killing me inside. Whoever said "Life is Suffering" was t i t s on and once a person realizes that, anything good that happens is just amazing!!
I think it has taken loosing It All so many times in one way or another to get me here. It's not a bad place though. It's the seeking and craving and clinging that was really killing me inside. Whoever said "Life is Suffering" was t i t s on and once a person realizes that, anything good that happens is just amazing!!
theslowesthand
Banned
That's RIGHT!! :thumbup:
(btw my other 2 guesses that didn't work, were "loners" & "losers"
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theslowesthand
Banned
Good on you! :applause:
