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State_Of_Trance

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Whoa, okay. So like, Interstellar becomes really weird near the end there. It's a pretty grounded movie for the most part but then suddenly it unabashedly dips entirely into to Sci-fi.

Chris Nolan loves making things really trippy near the end of his movies. If you haven't seen Memento or The Prestige, you're in for even more trippiness.
 
I helped my aunt move to her new place today. I was a little reluctant because I knew that my mom's side was gonna be helping. I remembered why I don't talk to these people.
 

mixedupgirl

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I just downloaded that app PERISCOPE it's pretty cool, makes you feel more connected to the world. I just joined yesterday and I've met a whole bunch of nice people...feeling really happy :) check it out peeps
 
It's interesting how a small detail in a room can markedly change the feel of it. For instance, having a certain picture on the wall or having it bare, or having long curtains open or drawn. It hints at how much the look of our environment effects us and isn't arbitrary.

Which should be obvious - people pick certain color schemes and themes for a reason - but I don't think we tend to pay that much attention to how the physical makeup of our environment makes us feel.
 

MollyBeGood

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I just downloaded that app PERISCOPE it's pretty cool, makes you feel more connected to the world. I just joined yesterday and I've met a whole bunch of nice people...feeling really happy :) check it out peeps

Wow it is crazy! I just started an account to see it. I spent some time in a black church for a Sunday sermon, watched a couple bow hunt deer from inside a tent and some dude see Times Square for the first time.

I did one live stream myself of my dog lol
I had 8 viewers

Thanks for the suggestion! What have you seen?
 

MollyBeGood

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Back on Periscope...just spent some time chatting with some dude from Lisbon Portugal. That was fun. He was nice.

Yeah people here should try it ��
 

mixedupgirl

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Wow it is crazy! I just started an account to see it. I spent some time in a black church for a Sunday sermon, watched a couple bow hunt deer from inside a tent and some dude see Times Square for the first time.

I did one live stream myself of my dog lol
I had 8 viewers

Thanks for the suggestion! What have you seen?

Hey Molly, chatted to some lovely people just chilling last night, some drunk and merry folks too that was fun. Went on a jog with some other dude, can't remember where it was but it was a beautiful place. Saw some cool dancing and a meat festival in the USA. Looked round a clothes shop in Texas I think it was.. its been cool, really enjoying it so far... There is some idiots as well but so easy to block those. :)
 

MollyBeGood

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My life has gone so far off the rails it's hard for me to take any of it seriously anymore. Seems like the harder I try at something the LESS likely it is to happen. So the Why Bother and F u c k it attitude seems to be prevailing. I am slightly disappointed if I am completely honest here, that the world didn't end like was being preached at us for today. I did enjoy watching the lunar eclipse a lot from my bedroom sliding glass doors. I had a clear view of it over the mountains across the road. It wasn't the ideal way I would have liked to enjoy such a beautiful thing. Thoughts of a celebration with family and friends, drinks and smokes and such would have been memorable. I am so filled with anxiety and feelings of worthlessness it is hard to enjoy even the simple things sometimes anymore. I am trying to be thankful. Gratitude and just living it day by day are the only ways I have been able to sustain life with out prematurely ending it by my own hand. Every hour of every day is a battle to stay engaged in this reality. The worst part is I don't see this improving for me. The decline of my life over the last 5 yrs or so has been really devastating to my very being. I don't think I am strong enough or motivated enough to ever make big, positive life changes. It would require me to be a completely different person. I need a new operating system. There are too many viruses and damaged files in this one. Well honestly I need a whole new machine. Just an operating system implies there is something worth salvaging in the hardware.
 
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