Post your random thoughts/feelings etc
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AlienGeranium
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You, send a confrontational text to the person who owes you a bunch of money, that was a good idea self. Next you can insult your boss, stab your scheduling manager, and break the hand of the person in charge of paychecks.
FountainandFairfax
in a VAN down by the RIVER
BlueDays
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^ Hear, Hear! :inlove:
Opaline
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I can. No thank you.
Tino
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Kiwong
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I would like a break from people, perhaps a permanent one. Maybe I am a horrible human being, if so, then maybe some arrangement could be made where I can go somewhere a millions miles away from humans, so people aren't inflicted with my prescence. Like a trial separation.
MollyBeGood
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What happened, Kiwong?
Nah, this is natural I think. I hit that point last week myself, people can get down right obnoxious and toxic to be around, even when they're not doing anything particularly bad or inconsiderate. It just kinda stacks over time.
Would going camping somewhere desolate be a good idea? It should give you some breathing room and gain you a better appreciation for people generally. The latter is incredibly hard to do when they're on your nerves, some space might help.
anomicdeer
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It's just too odd how these people don't even know theres a lifeguard here. Then they see me and gEt a shocked look on their face because they didnt see me when they first walked in the area. Ugh. This place is dead. Big blow of money just to have a pool for seniors...
MollyBeGood
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it's 100 degrees outside. I do think that air condition is the best invention ever now. I used to think it was unnecessary and all, now I think that you God~
Opaline
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Why does everything have to be so ****ing difficult?
I hate being stuck in a city. I want meaningful work to do that involves interacting with the natural world, not concrete and fluorescent lights and petty politics people participate in because they're bored/miserable.
I want meaningful relationships - not just going out to suck down five $12 martinis and not being able to remember the second half of the night and calling that "so much fun!!!!" and then not knowing if/when to contact person again and what to say because well maybe they don't like me. Insecurity is fun.
I want to wake up and NOT feel a low level of anxiety all day and have to make a deliberate effort to relax, which usually either fails or doesn't last long. And these things won't come magically, you have to work for them. And I honestly don't want to anymore.
...nothing bad lasts forever... usually.
I hate being stuck in a city. I want meaningful work to do that involves interacting with the natural world, not concrete and fluorescent lights and petty politics people participate in because they're bored/miserable.
I want meaningful relationships - not just going out to suck down five $12 martinis and not being able to remember the second half of the night and calling that "so much fun!!!!" and then not knowing if/when to contact person again and what to say because well maybe they don't like me. Insecurity is fun.
I want to wake up and NOT feel a low level of anxiety all day and have to make a deliberate effort to relax, which usually either fails or doesn't last long. And these things won't come magically, you have to work for them. And I honestly don't want to anymore.
...nothing bad lasts forever... usually.
Kiwong
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Molly, I live in a gold fish bowl like town, a lot of people seem to know me and react to my anxiety in a negative way, lately in the shops, but also in the local running community. I seem to be surrounded by hostility and there is nowhere to hide.
Camping would be a good idea Black Puma, I do get out into the bushland on weekend looking for wildflowers, and get up early to photograph sunrises, they are my best times.
Camping would be a good idea Black Puma, I do get out into the bushland on weekend looking for wildflowers, and get up early to photograph sunrises, they are my best times.
BlueDays
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^It is difficult living in a small town, Kiwong. :sad:
Would you ever consider moving to a different town were no one knows you? Or would it cause to much further anxiety to move and get used to a new town and possible trouble finding a new job? :thinking: That would be like choosing the lessor of two evils I suppose.
h: Do you have any family members that could go to the shops with you? Some people are too cowardly to cause trouble with an anxious person if they are with someone else.
PugofCrydee
You want to know how I got these scars?
PugofCrydee
You want to know how I got these scars?
Just think of the money Anomicdeer :thumbup:
PugofCrydee
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^It is difficult living in a small town, Kiwong. :sad:
Would you ever consider moving to a different town were no one knows you? Or would it cause to much further anxiety to move and get used to a new town and possible trouble finding a new job? :thinking: That would be like choosing the lessor of two evils I suppose.
The problem with moving to a small town where nobody knows you is, a week later everybody knows you!
You can't even fart without it becoming the gossip.