sad-it's really sad and she is trying to say it's her "New Self" in her 40's like it's a natural aging process or something! It's also sad b/c she was made fun of for her eyes (I had no idea, always thought she was cute) so the bullying even hurts and effects people of this level of fame and fortune. That says so much for how sensitive people are and it doesn't matter if you have fame and fortune, like it will protect you or something, you will still be hurt by bullies.
So confused... how is this the same person? Yeah, I always thought her squinty eyes were beautiful... it's shocking that she would risk looking like Kenny Rogers because she disliked her eyes that much.
That...er, metamorphosis of Renee Zellweger reminds me a lot of Courtney Cox. I guess the media expects women to be youthful forever, so when make-up fails, it's time for more desperate measures. Renee was a pretty woman.
It's an exciting time in my life right now. I'm redoing a project who's failure shot me into depression last time, and I'm having an embarrassing medical issue looked that has been plaguing me for nearly six/seven years since the end of high school. It might require surgery, but I'm fine with that.
Anything you'd like to expand on? Want to chat about any of this?
Friends want to do something tonight for my birthday(It's not until Monday) but I kinda want to just stay home and loathe myself.
Why celebrate a life that's dragged on too long?
If it's any consolation look at it this way; life doesn't progress at annual intervals it progresses every second of every day, so birthdays aren't any more or less reason to be happy or sad than any other day/time. They're symbolic more than anything else. Instead look at it as simply hanging out with friends. You'd be doing them a favour by allowing them to show their appreciation towards you.
In other news, I saw an "un-friend" at Walmart. She is someone who I was close friends with until I had my nervous breakdown and my social anxiety exploded. She just couldn't understand, said because I wouldn't (couldn't) talk to her our friendship was a sham and she unfriended me on facebook. I explained to her what was going on with me but she was just really intolerant of what I was going through. She is just plain a stone cold b*&ch. So, there she is at Walmart. I said Hi and she said hi, then I went my own way. I ran into her and her family like 3 more times (and neither of us said anything) it was sheer torture. I tried to remain stoic, hope I did a good job. It felt really good to leave. I'm trying not to let it shake me, I was having such a good day. Luckily my son was there to help keep me distracted from my own panicked thoughts.
Even if she ever did apologize, I couldn't ever accept her back. If someone has no empathy, than I don't have time for them.
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