Post what you cannot say

[Kiwong]

You and me babe, how about it?

 

[PugofCrydee]

You and me babe, how about it?

 

[FountainandFairfax]

You and me babe, how about it?

 

[w*n*c*a*m]

You don't sound like a terrible person at all. It sounds like this woman has many faults yet you support her anyway. You try to encourage her and give her money. That says a lot about you as a good person. Seems like you realize people don't have to be perfect for you to be supportive. You don't even have to much like them for you to do the right thing. Don't beat yourself up for noticing her annoyances.

Ahhh I dunno I still feel fake like she just posted and tagged us with an I love you quote and I could not even reply an I love you back like the others did. I just sent a 3 hearts emoticon so I’m not directly saying the words but I’m not ignoring her either. Anyway, thanks for the kind words.

 

[SoScared]

I've learnt alot from some Youtubers. One in particular is extremely informative and guiding but paradoxically I've imagine that in real life I would find him a boring irritation. The busy know all who nobody really likes.

 

[SoScared]

I'm four months clean.

Two years 10 months now

 

[LoyalXenite]

Two years 10 months now

Thats awesome! Way to go

 

[vj288]

I worry whether or not you are alive sometimes. It'll just pop in my head at night sometimes and I won't be able to sleep until I've googled obituaries to make sure, and even then I lie awake. Maybe that's creepy, but I just want you to be okay. Truly. I want one of us to be and it's not going to be me.

I really did love you, I hope you knew that. I hope the part of your life you lived without me was what you wished for and you spent no time looking backwards or thinking about me. I’m sorry for anything I did that made your life worse or anytime I failed to act when I could have made it better. You are still the most amazing person I have had the fortune of ever knowing.