CosmicNeurotica
Banned
I can't do it.
Every time I go in, I don't know what to say unless she or he asks me something. And even then it just comes out. "Um. help me? I can't concentrate. I can't focus."
But it becomes the same thing every time I go. It's always a different doctor too so I feel like I have to explain it all over again. But I feel like they think I'm just making something up.
How do I let them see what I go through without explaining it? I can't explain properly what it is.
Sometimes I think I should just print out something from here, but I wouldn't expect them to sit there and read it.
They don't seem to care anyway. All they do is keep trying me on different pills that do nothing. I told her I was taking 200mg of Zoloft that didn't work and then went off. She seemed to be surprised that I didn't have withdrawal symptoms. Maybe she needs to be a doctor for a little longer.
Anyway, what do you guys do?
It's embarrassing to be there. I don't like admitting something is wrong with me. I hardly even know how to talk. Even if I don't care about others watching, when I speak all I hear is me speaking. All I can focus on is what to say.
Every time I go in, I don't know what to say unless she or he asks me something. And even then it just comes out. "Um. help me? I can't concentrate. I can't focus."
But it becomes the same thing every time I go. It's always a different doctor too so I feel like I have to explain it all over again. But I feel like they think I'm just making something up.
How do I let them see what I go through without explaining it? I can't explain properly what it is.
Sometimes I think I should just print out something from here, but I wouldn't expect them to sit there and read it.
They don't seem to care anyway. All they do is keep trying me on different pills that do nothing. I told her I was taking 200mg of Zoloft that didn't work and then went off. She seemed to be surprised that I didn't have withdrawal symptoms. Maybe she needs to be a doctor for a little longer.
Anyway, what do you guys do?
It's embarrassing to be there. I don't like admitting something is wrong with me. I hardly even know how to talk. Even if I don't care about others watching, when I speak all I hear is me speaking. All I can focus on is what to say.