Tryin' tae maintain that happy, upbeat feelin' ah had after that music gig on Monday night (April 1st).
But am kinda start tae get depressed again, a wee bit. Just... part o' me feel like givin' up on it aw. Ah feel people around me dinnae take me seriously. Like ma thought, opinions and feelings mean f**k all! Maist o' what ah say is treated like a joke - because everytime ah open ma gob tae speak, somebody laughs because am "Oh! Graeme's gonnae say something funny this'll be a laugh!" :sarcastic: Aw fur fuc...! :kickingmyself:
Am actually startin' tae wonder why the f**k ma opinion is asked o' me. "What dae ah think...?!" Eh... Well, it isnae gonnae matter, is it? Because yer just gonnae 2nd guess me an' tell me am wrong! So why bother? :idontknow: :sad: