I feel uninspired and unmotivated. I have a biology paper to do ,it's worth a lot of points but I just don't feel like doing it. I just feel awful, like nothing is relevant.
I don't feel passion for college, but thanks to the pressure my mother puts on me ,I can still feel the fear of failing classes.
I don't know what I need or want ,I don't have anything planned for my future or present, and I have no "plan b".
But I have good news! I just saved a bunch of money by switching to geico!
(That would have been funny if I really had a car)
Anyway, I've thinking about living alone,no matter how much it costs and no matter how many classes I would have to leave , simply because I just need to relieve some of the pressure that I get from living with people who think money equals success and the only valuable support worth giving or receiving is economical.
What is the fucking point of having a car ,money ,and college tuition if you have nowhere to go,no social life, no interests in which you could spend your money on and there is no fucking passion for the career you chose simply because it was the one that "sucked less"?
Simply put,what is the fucking point of having money if you have no fucking life?