Frick, I get upset easy.:

: I just found a sweater in my hamper with a huge flaw in it, most likely from a cat claw because my cat likes to sleep in my laundry. I dropped to the floor and felt like crying. Only no tears came out. Too sad to cry maybe. I laid down on my bed and started having body spasms. My whole body just spazzes sometimes when I'm depressed or anxious or just irritated by something. I buried my head in my pillow for a while. Eventually I dragged myself down the stairs so I could wash my pants, less the sweater I was intending to wash with it. I had to hang onto the rail pretty good just to get down the stairs cause I would have fallen over. I'm having a hard time sitting up and typing this. My whole body just wants to go limp right now. The dumbest things just make me so damn miserable and depressed. You would think it's just a ruined sweater and only a minor piss-off, but when I look at the bigger picture it is totally depressing. I feel like I'm constantly doing the same few loads of laundry over and over and I never have enough time or energy to catch up on the other loads. Then I just procrastinate and it piles up, along with all the rest of this heaping disaster I'm surrounded by. So in the mean time everything ends up getting destroyed before I can deal with it.:

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