How are you feeling?
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MikeyC
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Ooh, I like this. I have never thought of it this way before, but that is very correct! Although it doesn't change the fact that the boys laughing was rude, it does make me see that they're doing it because they have no understanding.
Your therapist is a wise woman.
Having prescription medicine does not make you crazy. Have you spoken to anyone about your anxiety and sadness eating you up? When it gets to the stage that you're being consumed by your negative feelings, it's probably time to have a chat with someone. Or anyone. Even me, if you need to. Hope you feel better soon.
I hope you don't choke anyone! Still unfortunate that you're stressed, though. If you have the time to relax, definitely do that. It will do you a lot of good.
Applying for jobs is awful. I never liked it, and I can see that you don't, either. I hope you hear back from the companies you're applying for - even a flat-out "no, we don't want you" is better than no reply at all because then at least you know.
I've found that job hunting decays my self-esteem a lot, so I'm crossing my fingers that doesn't happen to you.
MikeyC
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What's wrong??
bsebring
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The only thing that I'm good at in life is F-ing things up.
DeadmanWalking
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That's not true and Mikey and I and everyone else will tell you the same! Please believe in yourself and your capabilities. Do these feelings have something to do with your last post that I saw?
Deus_Ex_Lemur
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I understand with everything esp finding out about your ex it'd feels that way, but you aren't - it's just the swarm of emotions right now. It's easy to say it'll all get better but chances are it will - sorry about your ex, he's a fool
I hope you realize he missed out on a good thing, and whatever else is wrong it's the tidal wave of emotions but it'll pass. Hope you feel better if ever want to vent I and others will hear ya *hugs* (whatever weird cyber hugs are worth anyways
Deus_Ex_Lemur
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DeadmanWalking
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Oh I know the feeling. Do it everytime before I try to sleep
The only thing that I can advise is to remember not that they are gone, but the fact that they were here. It sounds stupid when I put it, but what I mean is that they may be gone, but they will live on in your heart, so, whenever you miss them, remember the happy memories you experienced with them and everything should be alright.
bsebring
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Thanks, I'm just stressed over school and how much has changed over the past few months. I don't handle rejection very well, hence why I don't like dating. Thanks for being there for me. I'm sure this feeling will pass, and everything will be worth it once things start to slow down.
MikeyC
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I don't know the full story here but I am positive that's not true. I'm here for you if you need to chat.
Phoenixx
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Sleepy... and my arm feels like it's going to fall off. I'm finally finished taking Nutrition notes and studying for the day. *HUGE sigh of relief* But sadly I still have Statistics to do. Shouldn't be too bad though, only a couple pages.
(If you find an arm just randomly lying around somewhere, it's most likely mine)
(If you find an arm just randomly lying around somewhere, it's most likely mine)
DeadmanWalking
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Falkor
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I have the same thing when waking up, my arm feels like it's still sleeping... I feel paralyzed. I think I just lay on my arm all night. LOL.
I'm doing all right. Had a great panic attack in the morning, yay. I called my grandpa if he can bring me to school, yay... I took an oxazepam... GOoodd, I texted my therapist.... She was very understanding..
Pff, it's really a pain in the ass.... Stupid anxiety. I still feel high in class because of the anxiety pill..
. Although it helps a lot better than feeling to run away from this. I'm grateful to my grandpa.. Thank you. <3Otherwise I would have been sooo damn late.. and most scary part is explaining why.... I don't wanna be send of school, they tell me it's okay to stay at home some days because of my ''dissability'' but I don't want to even risk this... I know staying days home can be a wrong impression and also it can make me miss out on things.. Although I'm far further than the rest... lol.
He's not worried about it my teacher says.... He thinks I can get my diploma with piece of cake and he is really caring about my situation...thats a plus.. But still... I blame myself for ALL.
I'm glad the panic just is getting little low.... Yet I still feel like throwing up, fainting, like i had no sleep at all, like my sight is getting low, I have cramps in my stomach, always have this ''embarassing issue'' if I'm nervous. :/ also need to go to the bathroom continiously. I feel damn sick.... and it is all caused by this anxiety thing. My body gets really dizzy and F'...up by this. My head is aching. .___. and I think I look stoned, nope never used drugs my entire life... but still feel liike this nervous feeling killing me
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Falkor
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me too. I would like to keep out of daylight today and avoid the sun.
Just be in a dark place with a candle and just do some yoga exercise.
To keep myself calm, wish I could do this right now... Being out of this painful moment. But I have to keep up
MikeyC
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Damn, you're really in a bad way, aren't you? Sorry to hear about your panic attacks - but at least you have someone there to help you through it all, whether it be your grandpa or your therapist.I'm doing all right. Had a great panic attack in the morning, yay. I called my grandpa if he can bring me to school, yay... I took an oxazepam... GOoodd, I texted my therapist.... She was very understanding..
Pff, it's really a pain in the ass.... Stupid anxiety. I still feel high in class because of the anxiety pill..
Otherwise I would have been sooo damn late.. and most scary part is explaining why.... I don't wanna be send of school, they tell me it's okay to stay at home some days because of my ''dissability'' but I don't want to even risk this... I know staying days home can be a wrong impression and also it can make me miss out on things.. Although I'm far further than the rest... lol.
He's not worried about it my teacher says.... He thinks I can get my diploma with piece of cake and he is really caring about my situation...thats a plus.. But still... I blame myself for ALL.
I'm glad the panic just is getting little low.... Yet I still feel like throwing up, fainting, like i had no sleep at all, like my sight is getting low, I have cramps in my stomach, always have this ''embarassing issue'' if I'm nervous. :/ also need to go to the bathroom continiously. I feel damn sick.... and it is all caused by this anxiety thing. My body gets really dizzy and F'...up by this. My head is aching. .___. and I think I look stoned, nope never used drugs my entire life... but still feel liike this nervous feeling killing me
And me.
A little weird. I have this recurring dream that happens from time to time, where I am back to living with my ex-husband all of a sudden, even though I haven't even seen him in five years. And the only thing I can feel in the dream is a feeling of being trapped there, and desperately needing to get back to my real life where I live withe the person who loves me and is probably wondering what happened to me!
It's always an immense relief to wake up from those dreams, but it's the kind of thing that lingers with you throughout the day...
It's always an immense relief to wake up from those dreams, but it's the kind of thing that lingers with you throughout the day...
stevelee24
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feeling truly inspired and motivated today if i could only bottle this feeling and take a drink of it every morning
Nothingness
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Withdrawn, frightened, weak....sad of course::
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this_portrait
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Crying out the anxiety I've had for the past few days. It feels rather refreshing, even though I feel rather sad.