How are you feeling?

coyote

coyote

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pebblesdundee said:
A new kayak? I guess that means you have one at the moment? Can I have it when you get the new one, from your new betting system? :D
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no, my old kayak was in storage in my second ex-wife's sister's barn the last time i saw it

one of the many things i lost when she left me

i decided to buy a new one

i got a new job, a new place to live, a new set of dishes

and a new girlfriend, too

all things i wouldn't have now if i had killed myself when i lost the old kayak
 
pebblesdundee

pebblesdundee

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coyote said:
no, my old kayak was in storage in my second ex-wife's sister's barn the last time i saw it

one of the many things i lost when she left me

i decided to buy a new one

i got a new job, a new place to live, a new set of dishes

and a new girlfriend, too

all things i wouldn't have now if i had killed myself when i lost the old kayak
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Good on you mate, I did not know you had new dishes. Puts you in a whole different light
 
IGotSeoul

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Will15 said:
Ok then, you see what it's like to lose the person who gave you a reason to live. Then you'll understand. I understand people only live once but i'm not going to prolong my misery. Seriously, I don't know why i'm just arguing my point, I should just hurry up and end this pain.
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I've lost a person that I once lived for.

Although you may feel it'll last forever, the pain is only temporary.

If you embrace the good and learn from the bad then it is similar to building muscle, if that makes any sense at all.
 
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Deus_Ex_Lemur

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Will15 said:
Ok then, you see what it's like to lose the person who gave you a reason to live. Then you'll understand. I understand people only live once but i'm not going to prolong my misery. Seriously, I don't know why i'm just arguing my point, I should just hurry up and end this pain.
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Will you aren't the only one to feel these things and these ways or lose something or someone. It FEELS that way at the time. But you AREN'T alone. You NEED to find some solace in that - the feelings are so strong whatever anyone else says or their experiences seem so far a part from yours.

If I knew 5 years ago I'd be where I am now I'd cry. Your future is not determined, LIVE IT. We're not trying to belittle your experiences and feelings but - you don't have to repeat things. Many ppl face these things we all have the power to do it, even if it seems we are powerless.
What doesn't kill you makes you stronger, I've found that is true. Tho... not as quickly as I'd like.
 
Thundercats

Thundercats

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You've all talked me out of ending my life so thanks, I really appreciate it. I'm going to carry on living because I don't want to upset the people I love. I'd hate for them to be upset. I'm not saying i'm any happier than I was, but i'm just going to see how things turn out in my life. It'll be hard, but i'm going to take things day by day and see if I can manage to cheer myself up now I no longer have my best friend to do that.
 
Mickery

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Perhaps you could start a new thread to yourself, so others can help you address what's on your mind in a more personal way. I'd hate to see you get lost in an endless discussion like this.

We know what you're going through. Your parents, your family, your friends, they have trouble understanding because they don't know what it's like. We do.
 
Deus_Ex_Lemur

Deus_Ex_Lemur

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Will15 said:
You've all talked me out of ending my life so thanks, I really appreciate it. I'm going to carry on living because I don't want to upset the people I love. I'd hate for them to be upset. I'm not saying i'm any happier than I was, but i'm just going to see how things turn out in my life. It'll be hard, but i'm going to take things day by day and see if I can manage to cheer myself up now I no longer have my best friend to do that.
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Good mate! Heh. Always get worried when ppl feel so low to consider suicide. Day by day is the way. Start your own journal thread here, we all need support I think this place has shown you can get some here, behind those computers and texts ARE real ppl who can help/want to. =) Good luck, we're all here.
 
Thundercats

Thundercats

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Thanks. It's good to know that i'm not alone. BTW how do you make a journal thread, because i need somewhere i can just vent my feelings.
 
pebblesdundee

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Really bored, again. And I found out someone was stealing my internet, that's why 2 people appeared in the chat with the same IP address, i wasn't talking to myself or anything...... (not again)
 
dottie

dottie

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not really depressed, just apathetic. i want an independent spark.
oh well, guess i'll start with the dishes.
 
CosmicNeurotica

CosmicNeurotica

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Thank you Paahi, Phocas, and Saskia for the nice words :)
You're all right. It's just rough not having friends to back you up sometimes. Or have anywhere to go to.
I'll be alright for the moment.
 
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