How are you feeling?

Danfalc

Banned
Somehow I feel like and ice cube and a furnace at the same time. Cold chills like someone is walking over my grave. Day seven and it's supposed to be getting easier yet it's getting worse it.

Still **** it,I will get through this if I have to endure it for another month.
 

Beatmetrics

Well-known member
Absolutely awesome for now. Just went to my high-school class reunion and it was great the night ended at 1 which is really late for me. hahahahahahaha Yes, had a good time!
 

NathanielWingatePeaslee

Iä! Iä! Cthulhu fhtagn!
Staff member
Somehow I feel like and ice cube and a furnace at the same time. Cold chills like someone is walking over my grave. Day seven and it's supposed to be getting easier yet it's getting worse it.

Still **** it,I will get through this if I have to endure it for another month.
Not fun times. It will get easier eventually though--can't tell you when exactly, but I know it will.

Do you have people there for you in person you can rely on for support?
 

planemo

Well-known member
Don't say this. You are good enough. You are great! But you can't see it now :)

Hope you'll feel better soon

Hey thanks that means a lot, but I know myself better than anyone, and I really do suck. Saw your msg above, i hope you feel better as well. :)
 

Fighter86

Well-known member
Lonely, and missing someone very badly, and wordering if he still thinks of me, since I never see him around anymore..I think I might actually text him tomorrow, I hope he will reply...
 
Thank-you very much. Maybe when I get confident enough, I'll message you :)

I normally dye it too, I had it a purply colour. I really liked it too :(

I never thought of a wig, maybe I will try find something to wear for awhile.
I couldn't leave the house looking like this.

Aww, that's terrible. I feel a little lucky I never ended in hospital, it must have made you feel worse? I think it would have for me.

yeah it was terrible, I lost all control of my body, and could barely eat I was so sick. I took pills. They had to pump me with morphine for the pain. I also could no go to the bathroom so idk how that worked, I think the nurses had to come clean me.

buttttt it was so horrible that I will never attempt suicide for fear of failure again.


and I hope you feel better soon though, you might look at this as a chance to focus less on looks. I used to be very vain, so I decided to stop dying my hair, styling my hair, putting on a lot of make-up..for about a year. It helped me some, but walking around with half red/ half ash brown hair is a nightmare. I know that's not as drastic as cutting it all off, but it still may help you to think of it as testing yourself.
 

caringsoul

Banned
i still feel that somebody belongs to me, when they dont.
also im feeling very nervous about something that might happen later this week.
today was a very self-concious day...
 

Danfalc

Banned
Pissed off, why does life throw **** at me every time I am fighting to improve it, as if I didn't have enough to deal with, I spent all day in friggin hospital and now might have a clot In my lung.

Seriously life, or god, **** you.
 

Deus_Ex_Lemur

Well-known member
Pissed off, why does life throw **** at me every time I am fighting to improve it, as if I didn't have enough to deal with, I spent all day in friggin hospital and now might have a clot In my lung.

Seriously life, or god, **** you.

Dude, get better with that, life throws those punches don't let it knock you out now! Seriously, deal with that first, that can be serious - get better there and then continue improving. Get back up. You'll do that. **** life. That bastard!
 

Dejected

Member
Depressed/anxious.

I have a terrible feeling that I completely messed up my history exam on Friday. I keep thinking of things I should have written down...

It's not helped by the fact that we don't get our results for two months....By then I think I will have driven myself to the point of insanity through analysing the exam
 

Kiwong

Well-known member
Slept for ten hours, it's Wet and cold. Recovered well from the Half Marathon, could run today, but I will rest.
 
Today was really rough, but I feel that I gained some determination that I have been lacking. I really, truly want to get better. I don't want be on disability my whole life. I don't want to live with my parents forever. I don't want to die. I want to LIVE! :D Now I just have to back that determination up with some positive actions.

One thing I've decided on is that watching the Cubs is truly painful and soul crushing, so I might have to give that up. :rolleyes:
 
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